Sis, I've-am going through - somewhat, the same thing as you. Know this:
A Muslim is one who Worships Allah alone, and Him only. Allah commanded you to worship Him alone, that is the command, ONLY Him :swt:. That is what Allah says in the Qur'aan.
Worshipping anyone or anything besides Allah, no matter who he is, is disbelief, and makes one a disbeliever 100%. Worship includes all kinds, from dua, to prostration,to calling upon, etc.
So know that in Islam:
we are strict pure monotheists, we worship none but Allah, that is what makes us Muslims - worshipping Allah alone, affirming His Oneness, etc. Oneness of Lordship, which means, Lordship is for Allah alone.
Allah commands you to only good - to ask Him, to worship Him, to rely on Him, alone. without it (worshipping Allah alone, affirming Oneness, etc.) we wouldn't be Muslims, cuz that is what makes us Muslims.
So put them thoughts to rest: you know what shirk is, that the Qur'an forbids it completely, and that it takes one out of the fold of Islam.
Sorry for not helping.
Allahu alam.