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of course we can't know everything you're going through.
just wanna say again don't give up!
you remain #1 in my prayers.
 
ya kno ur all right
i give up too easily
ima juss go thru it then
thats wut i guess u sayin dats wut i guess ima be doin
ima go do wut they want me to do, whoever my dad wants me to marry, wutever, dont matter, its only life, only dunya, only gna last for a lil while, school dont matter much, its only school, work hard or dont work hard, ima do wutever is in my way. ima forget everything. live life normally, no matter how horrible it is, no matter what anyone wants me to do, i do it. wutever. dont matter. only dunya. hell in the dunya is better than hell in the hereafter. ima go thru life. even if i dont like sitting wit anyone. ima do it. i dont care what they keep saying, i will agree. dont matter. life is beautiful. i will quit islam stuff online, and look at only the quran. i dont need internet for anything. mayb juss school but thats not that important. islam is in the quran. thats all i need, i dont need LI, i dont need no google nothin. its all nothin. k.
ima do what pleases allah. i feel like he is accepting prayers now. ...alhamdulillah...has someone really been making dua? jazakallah khair :)
i may not be happy, but i kno wut u people are saying. u shudnt really live ur life happy. it doesnt matter. i shudnt complain. there is nothing to complain about. my dad wants me to marry some beer drinker in detroit , wutever. dont matter, as long as ima muslim. ok
am out now. no need for LI or nothin really.
its all juss dunya.
jazakallah khair
wassalam
 
you know that it does matter.
it may be "just dunya" but that doesn't mean it isn't important. you have your whole life ahead of you. you want to be a doctor and you want to help people. that doesn't matter? of course it does.
as long as you are in the u.s., you do not have to allow yourself to be "married off" to some beer drinking relative of your father's in detroit. you know you deserve better than that.
sometimes giving up is just taking the easy way out. but you can't afford to. you have to fight and prove to everybody how important your school work is to you by getting the best grades you can possibly get. what you do now can effect your whole life - don't screw it up. act as if there is hope, even if it looks hopeless right now. don't make it easy for them!
you know in your heart that it matters very much indeed.
 
Greetings and peace be with you truemuslim;
am out now. no need for LI or nothin really.
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I am so sorry if I have said anything that has depressed you in any way, please forgive me.

None of us can really know what you are going through, none of us can really know how our words will affect you. Giving advice is easy because we do not have to bear the emotional consequences, only you do.

You are in my prayers.

Allah’s blessings and peace be upon you.

Eric
 
all my grades were all A's...no im notta geek, i dont even try. the just be like dat. but no one even looks at them. i guess coz ima girl? they go crazy over my brothers grades. when my brohters get report cards my dad looks at them, whne i getta report card he dont even open it, he just gives it to me, i dont even look at it, so it stays un opened the whole time. my brother actuyally gives good advice. its wierd tho. like coming from him its wierd. but yeh.
i think my dad is a sexist actually.
everyday i learn more about him.
i learned he could possibly be the devil.
i learned he hates girls ... he says "girls are 'hilfatil shaitan' " WHAT THE HELL?!?!!?!?
and he says it says so in da quran. COME ON!! I dunno what "holy" book he been readin, and i dunt kno what he been smoking.......mayb just drnkin?
but wutever
in the quran, he takes out the stuff like the kuffar do, i swear, he takes out the bad ayat that arent really bad, they just sound like it when u take them alone, and he makes up his own thing to make it seem like something.
ommgggggg

neways
i dont need this thread anymore
theres nothing i can do, theres nothing u can do
im stupid for thinking askin for advice is gonna change anything.
it all comes back to the same thing, give up.
jazakallah khair
 
Greetings and peace be with you truemuslim;
it all comes back to the same thing, give up.
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No, No, No, you need to keep faith despite all the stuff that is getting you down.

You are in my prayers.

In the spirit of searching for an inner peace from Allah that surpasses all understanding,

Eric
 
truemuslim,
i don't think you are the type to just give up. that would be the easy way out - if it was really an option. you don't want to let go of your hopes and dreams that easily.
all you can do for now, is work as hard as you can in school, pray and hope that your father will come around. after all, in the past he said he was going to put you through college. your father probably does have some sexist attitudes from his culture and that makes everything more difficult.
don't give up hope, no matter how hopeless things look right now. do your best to prepare yourself for the future that you want for yourself, just in case.
 
to me this is how it is

Don't Give up - I have nothing to say, just give up.
i dunno why but thats in my head. lol
its tha way it is
neway juss forget it
my life is great compared to other people who hav it worse. like guven said
forget it
 
i thought, u said time is passing by quickly ( i only read yr first post..im not going thro 107 replies .. :D):w:
 
o.elmais said:
i thought, u said time is passing by quickly ( i only read yr first post..im not going thro 107 replies .. :D):w:
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oh lol.
that wont stop time, or stop anything tho. it would just.....pressure everything.
besides this is like a nightmare, no way out, so juss forget it.

:D
 
truemuslim said:
mashallah...jazakallah khair :statisfie

and also...its not just religon. its also school and everything...why is everything suddenly coming and going way too fast?? i havent even started high school, and i dont wanna go anymore. i dont even kno if i have a choice of going anymore. i always wanted to be a doctor , even in kindergarten, and we've spent alot of money on stuff like doctor books and all, health stuff etc etc, i helped sick people in yemen...some really disgusting like bullet shots. :cry:
and now i gota give it up?? now my schoolwork is ALL behind, i dont even wanna do it anymore. i tell my teachers "I don't wanna do this anymore, just fail me" instead of "Oh it was due on this day?!" and that convincing stuff... u all kno wut im talkin bout. how i used to convince em all to let my "late" assignments be accepted and still get a's, well now i dont wanna do that, i just tell them im sorry, gimme an F ... and now my grades are B B B and C !!! i'm looking foward to dropping out of high school the first year i can, before i started!!
everyone is changing, everything is changing. i always feel like giving up...
too much pressure and everything.
my feelings : :enough!::cry::raging: and undescribable...
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I felt exactly the same way about entering into High School, and then last year when I was a senior felt exactly the same way going to University, it's perfectly natural.

I felt that this very weekend, one professor pushing me into math and logic, another into social sciences, everone giveing their own wonderfull advise all the time:raging:

However, please remember it will pass, I ended up loveing High School, and am starting to love College, and if you push through I'm sure you'll love High School as well, and if not who cares, it's only four years, then you never have to see them again:D

Picking up running can be great, usually a good run will clar your mind, or any sort of physical activity, and read poetry, usually a good idea.

If nothing else...

There's always LOL cats>.>


:P
 
wth1257 said:
I felt exactly the same way about entering into High School, and then last year when I was a senior felt exactly the same way going to University, it's perfectly natural.

I felt that this very weekend, one professor pushing me into math and logic, another into social sciences, everone giveing their own wonderfull advise all the time:raging:

However, please remember it will pass, I ended up loveing High School, and am starting to love College, and if you push through I'm sure you'll love High School as well, and if not who cares, it's only four years, then you never have to see them again:D

Picking up running can be great, usually a good run will clar your mind, or any sort of physical activity, and read poetry, usually a good idea.

If nothing else...

There's always LOL cats>.>


:P
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the thing is im wasting it all. im doing all this school crap for nothing that will pay off after. so why waste my time.
Its either use my time wit grand theft auto 4...OR...catch up in boring school work which i wont do nothin wit in MY future.

i do physical activities......basketball.
i write poetry instead of reading. i hate reading.
all this doesnt clear my mind tho. besides how would clearing my mind help, it will clear it for the moment but i still have to go thru it no matter wut

lol @ the cats tho.
 
truemuslim said:
to me this is how it is

Don't Give up - I have nothing to say, just give up.
i dunno why but thats in my head. lol
its tha way it is
neway juss forget it
my life is great compared to other people who hav it worse. like guven said
forget it
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your life is yours and it makes no difference whatsoever if somebody else has it worse. i remember as a kid when i didn't want to eat something horrible, the adults would go on and on about all the starving children in the world. that has nothing to do with anything!
you had the nerve to hope for something better - don't let go of that hope. things may not turn out as bad as it looks right now.
don't give up - that's taking the easy way out. sometimes you really have to fight for what you want, and you seem like a fighter to me.
 
sis is your biggest fear a forced marriage in yemen or am i just way off track?
 
^ nah not in yemen, in detroit, to horrible people. like my dad
he said it himself, "I hope she gets some one just like me" am like drinking and i literally choked LOL and am like :eek: hahahah lol u joka man! he like no im serious, am like.....OH oh oh yeh inshallah. pshh


and that marriage leads to no school, no future but looking at a beer drinker getting drunk more than i saw in this house.
 
^ yeh it can
how did it happen to all my cousins then?
besides wut u expect me to do?
if i tell them i dont wanna get married to a certain person or something they go "Why, you got someone else dont u. allahu alim wut u hav been doin..." am like "um actually no , have u SEEEEEN this person ur talkin bout????" they go "Yeh but he'll stop drinking after marriage" am like ":eek: omggggg ur freakin kidin me!!!" they yelled at me coz they thought "freakin" wus the other ...y'kno. lol.
just to change the subject.
 
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