i feel lyk dyin

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no its not the song. tho i remember it every time i think of "i feel like dyin"
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its getting lower and lower, im praying isha now, just missing fajr, but doesnt matter coz everything else getting worse. When i pray, i stop in the middle of rukuh or something, anythin, i just stop in the middle of prayer and start cryin...randomly. then i restart, and try to not do it this time, i feel like the shaitan is distracting me, i dont complete prayer the right way till waaay after. everything is going too fast, life, future, travel, marriage, family, school, and...religion...the hardest one, if i could take out all of those things but one i would choose nothing but religion to stay, its hard to bear all this. too hard, and everything is moving too fast. i always feel like the angel of death is following me , becase it knows what i want. i always prepare for it knowing im not prepared. but i kno it'll happen sometime, and i wish i could find out how and when it will happen. i feel like its in the room with me right now, about to happen, and i want it to happen, at the same time dont want it to happen coz im not prepared. i cant really say everything...but, ...
im not crazy, i might be stupid.
so dont fink am on something other than a chair.
 
Yeah I feel just the same Sis And I think others too
because we all have to struggle in middle of the prayer because shaitan is playing with us and want to distract us but we have to be steadfast and we have to be patient and dont give up NEVER because the world is realy goin fast and you have to be prepared for the Death because it will come Soon and we all goin to leave this world but will you leave it with Succes thats the question, so try hard inshallah and have sabr, make much dua, Ask forgiveness I will make dua for you too Inshallah so dont give up :D

Also I have a other strange feeling in me wich myself even dont realy know what it is maybe you guys have it too, its A feeling like I have lived like 10000000milions of years in this world and its getting boring evryting on this world, even houses animals people everything is getting boring(except Islam ofcourse) and my soul needs something new and has already packed to leave to the Akhirah, to the new world, the unseen world , its realy strange and its very hard to explain
But we need to have Sabr And believe in Allah because he Knows whats Best for us :)
 
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Yeah I feel just the same Sis And I think others too
because we all have to struggle in middle of the prayer because shaitan is playing with us and want to distract us but we have to be steadfast and we have to be patient and dont give up NEVER because the world is realy goin fast and you have to be prepared for the Death because it will come Soon and we all goin to leave this world but will you leave it with Succes thats the question, so try hard inshallah and have sabr, make much dua, Ask forgiveness I will make dua for you too Inshallah so dont give up :D

Also I have a other strange feeling in me wich myself even dont realy know what it is maybe you guys have it too, its A feeling like I have lived like 10000000milions of years in this world and its getting boring evryting on this world, even houses animals people everything is getting boring(except Islam ofcourse) and my soul needs something new and has already packed to leave to the Akhirah, to the new world, the unseen world , its realy strange and its very hard to explain
But we need to have Sabr And believe in Allah because he Knows whats Best for us :)
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Yeh i wanna be prepared, i just cant, i cant. i dont know how, they shaitan is everywher, doubt is everywhere, and pressure from everyone and everything is everywhere. its just too much :enough!:
i wanna give up coz thats the only thing i really can do, but the giving up is only death, and death is.........taking too long!

yeh i get that exact same feeling sometimes, i kno its hard to explain, you want nothing in this world but islam, coz everything is leaving too quick, getting boring, and the last day is always here yet it seems u still have to grow older, get married, have kids, u kno all that stuff then u HAVE to grow old and all. and u feel like judgement day wont come until u complete all this.
 
I an never bored, in fact i would like to have longer days to can do much more. :)
 
^ wow...just now i have found out u r christian. i swear i alwys thought u were muslim.....
no wonder why u dont kno wut we is talkin bout.
 
You're young, a lot of youngsters are depressed from time to time. It's suppossed to pass.
 
truemuslim said:
Yeh i wanna be prepared, i just cant, i cant. i dont know how, they shaitan is everywher,
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Yep, well if you can control your nafs in a country with soo much fitna, you'll be carrying out a MASSIVE jihad within yourself,

so have patience and you will be rewarded well for it, Insh'Allah:thumbs_up
 
aadil77 said:
Yep, well if you can control your nafs in a country with soo much fitna, you'll be carrying out a MASSIVE jihad within yourself,

so have patience and you will be rewarded well for it, Insh'Allah:thumbs_up
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ok well if im having a "massive" jihad wit my nafs then my nafs is so owning me!
besides i would sooo rather go do jihad wit real ppl. just no weapons. u kno. wit hand. fighting. um anyway
its not depression. its um...life.
life sucks.
haram?
ok life sucks
the only good stuff is islam. which is so hard. and makes xbox360 better!
:raging: shaitan dont leave me then??
i guess it da shaitan dat typin dis eh?
 
Doesn't matter if we are muslims or christian. Each religion message its very clear: life must be lived. You are very depressed :( but think: after something hard, follow something good, up and down. Have no point to think at dying.
 
Whatsthepoint said:
Become an islamic nun then, provided there are nuns in Islam.
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im not a nun! ew
where are the nuns in islam???
i mean islam is the only good thing in life..................next to xbox, basketball, pizza, football (american), graduation, money , and beating ur sheep in tag :rollseyes
 
Tania said:
Doesn't matter if we are muslims or christian. Each religion message its very clear: life must be lived. You are very depressed :( but think: after something hard, follow something good, up and down. Have no point to think at dying.
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i hate quotes. non are real. non actually come true or anything. they just inspiration....theonly real quotes are hadiths and quraan
 
truemuslim said:
im not a nun! ew
where are the nuns in islam???
i mean islam is the only good thing in life..................next to xbox, basketball, pizza, football (american), graduation, money , and beating ur sheep in tag :rollseyes
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I meant to say that if you feel Islam is the best thing in life, you should put a giant emphasis on it... for instance, by becoming an islamic equivalent of a nun, if there is one and as it seems, there isn't.
 
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This quote is real and TRUE. I assure you.

"Verily, Allaah is with the Patient" [Qur'aan, Chapter 8, Verse 46]
 
truemuslim said:
i hate quotes. non are real. non actually come true or anything. they just inspiration....theonly real quotes are hadiths and quraan
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You should find the quotes to inspire you. If you are in a corner, you should think how to get out from there.
 
Tania said:
You should find the quotes to inspire you. If you are in a corner, you should think how to get out from there.
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well i gues the "corner" is just a tiny lil boring box. :exhausted

Whatsthepoint said:
I meant to say that if you feel Islam is the best thing in life, you should put a giant emphasis on it... for instance, by becoming an islamic equivalent of a nun, if there is one and as it seems, there isn't.
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i cant tho. i cant put a giant emphasis on it. thats the thing. because my doubt of one thing grows to another and i dont want it to. i wanna bring it back to nothing.
this is the only way...:skeleton: :X
 
:w: Ukhti,

I agree with you fully Dear sister. Life stinks, it is rotten and very difficult to cope with.


It spite of all of the rotten stuff in this world, living one brief second of joy, sunshine and seeing Allaah's (swt) work and blessings makes a 100 years of pain and anguish worth going through.

Do not look at the pains of life, seek to see the beauty and look at the rainbows and abundance Allaah(swt) has provided. It is far better to live a 1000 years in pain and suffering even if the only reward is the smell of a rose, then to never have lived.

Think of all Allaah(swt) has given and will continue to give, do not try to put a time frame on when you blessings will arrive, but when they do arrive all trials and pains endured will become faded memories and be seen as worth going through.
 
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