salaamalaykum people.
i just have to say that i love everyone of you out there.
i am just a dissassociated revert to islam, i was ridiculed today by muslims and i feel bad.
and i am talking to my internet friends. because if i tell my real ones they will think i am overly sensitive and label me as a sensitive wimp type of guy which i donot want to do.
sorry about letting it out people... this anonymous name thing is great.
i also wish to say, that in future i will reveal my anguish to allah alone. i suppose this is truly the higher spiritual course of action.
to be able to handle these things, these moments of life and be grateful, and happy with allahs divine plan, and to understand the nature of trial and striving towards allah... th refinement of mental understanding, increase in faith, refinement of character and purification of the soul...
anyway....
my revert "feel like an orphan" syndrome.... "too old to feel like this", "u should know better at your age" self talk... seems to make me realize how regardless of my old age i am very young.
.... just feels better to let it out.... i know its a spiritual flaw.....
...it beats writing in the journal all the time....
i just have to say that i love everyone of you out there.
i am just a dissassociated revert to islam, i was ridiculed today by muslims and i feel bad.
and i am talking to my internet friends. because if i tell my real ones they will think i am overly sensitive and label me as a sensitive wimp type of guy which i donot want to do.
sorry about letting it out people... this anonymous name thing is great.
i also wish to say, that in future i will reveal my anguish to allah alone. i suppose this is truly the higher spiritual course of action.
to be able to handle these things, these moments of life and be grateful, and happy with allahs divine plan, and to understand the nature of trial and striving towards allah... th refinement of mental understanding, increase in faith, refinement of character and purification of the soul...
anyway....
my revert "feel like an orphan" syndrome.... "too old to feel like this", "u should know better at your age" self talk... seems to make me realize how regardless of my old age i am very young.
.... just feels better to let it out.... i know its a spiritual flaw.....
...it beats writing in the journal all the time....
