salam, I am 17, and a muslim brother.....
i have adhd, panic disorder, autism, and pedophilia...
i am already in therapy, but it is not working...i already take heavy medications, but it isn't helping....
i have tried black seed oil, but it seems like the days i take black seed oil i end up with even more panic attacks at school, plus today it made me sick and i ended up getting trouble for arguing with special ed staff about going to the clinic (I go every day).....I have also tried praying for a cure, doing zikr, etc. and zikr has helped with anxiety, but only to a limited extent, and prayer and zikr have not helped with pedophilia, no matter how hard i try...i have also tried fasting, but nope....still there.....i feel guilty for being attracted to children, but I can't get rid of the urges although ive never acted on it....what medicine, prayer, etc. should i use? how should i react, should i restructure my whole life, and if so, how?
also, part of my mental illness is exacerbated by the fact that my parents are divorced, and my father does not live with me and my brother keeps bullying my mother, and we have a dysfunctional family.....
and im distant from my father...
i have adhd, panic disorder, autism, and pedophilia...
i am already in therapy, but it is not working...i already take heavy medications, but it isn't helping....
i have tried black seed oil, but it seems like the days i take black seed oil i end up with even more panic attacks at school, plus today it made me sick and i ended up getting trouble for arguing with special ed staff about going to the clinic (I go every day).....I have also tried praying for a cure, doing zikr, etc. and zikr has helped with anxiety, but only to a limited extent, and prayer and zikr have not helped with pedophilia, no matter how hard i try...i have also tried fasting, but nope....still there.....i feel guilty for being attracted to children, but I can't get rid of the urges although ive never acted on it....what medicine, prayer, etc. should i use? how should i react, should i restructure my whole life, and if so, how?
also, part of my mental illness is exacerbated by the fact that my parents are divorced, and my father does not live with me and my brother keeps bullying my mother, and we have a dysfunctional family.....
and im distant from my father...