
sis TrueMuslim
I pray that your father gets health, and I pray that you go to yemen. Insha’Allah you will be fine.
Quick reminder:
There are children who are mostly orphans that are barefooted, half-naked roaming the streets with empty stomachs and they have no option but to lay their heads on one of the cold smelly fractured sides of the road to get some rest. They live and sleep and some sadly die on the streets where they are easily preyed upon by molesters that rape poor defenseless girls and boys, thieves that rob them of what little substance they have, and gangs that bully them, and on top of that these children are ignored and neglected by almost every person that gets a glimpse of their condition, as if their poverty is contagious.
And I have never in my life got the chance to hear the cries or the complaints of these children. They go through life day by day, shed their tears only in the dark, and blame neither their Lord, nor others for their situation. It is as if they have been endowed with patience and perseverance by the Grace of their Lord. And I pray that Allah bestows upon you that same patience and perseverance Truemuslim
You could talk about your situation, but sis for your own sake do not complain about every hardship you face. Where is your patience, where is your imaan, where is your reliance on Allah. Turn to him with a sincere heart, stop listening to music. There is no excuse for you to sin and openly disobey Allah, and you wonder why your prayers aren’t being answered.
Every time you try to complain about your situation remember the situation of those that are less fortunate than you when it comes to wealth, family, and health. And try to stop putting yourself down, you are stepping on yourself, and insulting yourself. That isn't necessary, because none of us is perfect and I myself possess a soul that is stained, bruised, and humiliated by sins. You try to purify yourself with the help of Allah, and you do your utmost best and leave the rest to Allah.
We are all sinners at the end of the of day, and the best sinner is the one that has the meekness to stand in front of Allah in prayers whether it be night or day asking for forgiveness knowing very well that we are creatures that sin by day and night.
Your good deeds don’t guarantee you paradise, but your bad deeds/sins will carry you to the front gates of hell fire. So hope for Allah’s Mercy and Grace, and heed Allah’s orders and try to avoid minor and major sins. And do as much good deeds as possible and ask for forgiveness for you are sure to sin.
Easy with the complains……Easy with the complains………..Easy with the complains it is best for you
Stay-Strong little one, Allah is always with you. I have good intentions in heart, and I give you the same advice I would give myself.

