It could be just a waswas of the satan put in your mind to delude you, as you have mental problems and you say it's just a 'vague memmory', so you can't really trust its a real memmory at all....
It could be just a waswas of the satan put in your mind to delude you, as you have mental problems and you say it's just a 'vague memmory', so you can't really trust its a real memmory at all....