the basic factor in all your posts is sis u lack trust in Allah Subhana wa tallah. and u think that shaitan is the one who is making u do it. and allah tallah (astgfirullah) is the one who is allowing him to do it (making u listen to music etc) and hence finally u will go land up in hell.
u need to accept this fact that there is a way through which we have to go. its all but natural. born-death-barzakh-day of resurrection. He is the one who created us and you do not have any right to ask HIM why is He doing it. if He killed us without reason and if He threw us in Hell without reason - noone can ask HIM why he did it. He is the owner - the ultimate owner.leave shaitan alone aside. but look at HIS mercy. The disbelievers the one who deny (astagfiruallah) the one who deny HIS existence - HE does not snatch their lives. and if they pay the jizyah to the mulim rulers they are to be protected.
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Yusuf bin Al-Husain is the narrator of this story:
I was with Dhi-an-Nun on the edge of a stream, when we saw an extraordinarily large lizard crawling along the side of the stream. Something strange yet wonderful then happened. A frog surfaced from the stream, the lizard mounted its back, and the frog then swam to the other side of the stream, carrying its passenger on its back.
Dhi-an-Nun said, "There is something interesting about that lizard let us go and follow it." We crossed the stream (which wasn't so wide in width), and on the other side, we saw a drunken man who had passed out. Suddenly, a snake appeared before the prone body of the drunkard. It slithered its way up to the man's navel to his chest, making a direct course to one of his ears.
The lizard we saw earlier then sprang into action. It jumped onto the snake and struck it violently, splitting its body into two. Returning to the edge of the stream, the lizard then mounted the frog again, and the two crossed to the other side of the stream, though both were still visible to us. Dhi-an-Nun woke up the drunkard, who slowly opened his eyes and became conscious of what was happening around him. Dhi-an-Nun said, "O young man, look how Allah has saved you! When this snake came to kill you, that lizard came and killed it. He then eplained the entire story to the young man.
The young man stood up and exclaimed: "O my lord, this is how you deal with one who disobeys you, then what will your mercy be like for the one who obeys you?" He then betook himself to the desert, vowing to dedicate his life to worship and to never return to the evils of the city.
The above is taken from "The Stories of Repentence" published by dar-us-salam/-----------------------------------/
u want to find HIM no one can stop you, u want to run away no one can stop u- dont hold shaitan responsible for that - its very clear that the questions that u r asking is nothing but waswaas . dont forget that he can see what we cant. but still he was commanded to postray adam (alaihis salam) - a man.
ok the logical question why is shaitan so much after putting the people away from worshipping Allah Tallah, because he knows - if they simply follow and if allowed to follow they will naturally worship HIM and naturally love HIM - its Natural which allah Tallah bestowed on us. we find it difficult coz we have gone away from it. wrong culture, no arabic, away from the sahabas.
And Morever Allah Tallah is quiet because He knows -those people who are firm shaitan cannot do anything with them. As He knows everything. those people who do not deserve paradise are thrown in Hell. Mind u the criteria is very just and very just. one speck of imaan and u r saved from Hell.
u dont need to think so much - its useless. very simple u follow this truth that is the way - shaitan is the obstacle but if you fear Allah he is nothing.
the last thing is you asked - what if there is no paradise and if there is altogether a different religion . i ask you what if at the time of your death you realize that this is the truth and i should have followed this truth . and with this concept of yours that shaitan deceived me- you will tell Allah
tallah - that i didnt do anything shaitan deceived me.
Allah Tallah already states this in quraan.
(And Shaytan will say when the matter has been decided: "Verily, Allah promised you a promise of truth. And I too promised you, but I betrayed you. I had no authority over you except that I called you, and you responded to me. So blame me not, but blame yourselves. I cannot help you, nor can you help me. I deny your former act in associating me as a partner with Allah. Verily, there is a painful torment for the wrongdoers.'') (14:22)
((Allah) will say: "Dispute not in front of Me.'') The Lord, the Exalted and Most Honored will say this to the man and his devil companion, who will be disputing before Him. The man will say, "O, Lord! This devil has misguided me away from the Remembrance after it came to me,'' while the devil will declare,
(I had already in advance sent you the threat.) `I have given you sufficient proof by the words of the Messengers, and I have sent down the Divine Books; the evidences, signs and proofs have thus been established against you
(The Sentence that comes from Me cannot be changed, ) "I have made My decision,''
(And I am not unjust to the servants.) `I will not punish anyone, except on account of their sins after the proof has been established against them.
Surah Qaf 50: (27to 29)
