SintoDinto
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I made a habit of doing adhkaar every morning and evening prayers to protect from all evil. I also take medication that makes me sleepy so I have trouble waking up for fajr, so I tried to make myself try harder to wake up for fajr. I succeeded on some days, and I noticed that I would only wake up on the monrings after I had been religious and good to people and Allah, and really tried. So I tried to improve my imaan and taqwa, but I noticed that whenever I would not wake up for adhkaar or fajr were the days a calamity was inevitable, such as my nephew falling ill, my mother falling ill, or me falling ill. Is shaytaan trying harder to stop me from prayer and adhkaar, or is Allah testing me?