Well I do have a excuse why I don't want to learn or read I mean when I was a kid my dad sorta just trapped me in the house and never let me leave and talk to friends and stuff and like he used to make me learn constantly like it I had no homework from school he'd print me out homework to work on for like another hour straight up on weekends I would wake up to have to do a packet he printed out for two hours and all this stuff and then he made me go on some learning website about recent world advancements like robots and stuff like you know how boring that is to do until you finally hit highschool I'll admit during middle school it slowed down hella but im pretty sure I'm fed up with learning and also I never really got video games for a while like I was only allowed to play during summer break so there was legit no entertainment at all espically for being a kid just some toys to play with bymyself I am not envolped with useless entertainment I just engage in it just as much as I engage in useful entertainment. I'm not gonna go pick up a book and read I'm fed up with that stuff but I will do fun activities and I'll still go to college and stuff in general I like to be outside and interact with things in real life but I don't wanna spend my entire time like that so somtimes I play video games for a bit tbh I'm probably gonna stop video games when I get married or only have some causal video games like a Nintendo console to play 2 player games
If you ask me, is school good? I say ABSOLUTELY NOT!!. If you ask me, did i love school especially when older? I say ABSOLUTELY NOT!!. What is my opinion of school? Mass production of sheeple to make them think WITHIN a box.
What do i say about knowledge? I love knowledge. In the west you see school gives students so much stress, that they associate knowledge with stress and boredom. Rather you should associate school with boredom and nonsense. Think deeply about the last moment you came to know of something and you were all existed of woooowww..how cool is that. Mine was within i believe the last month. I have at least once a month such a moment alhamdulillah. This excitement is good for the heart as well as for the brain. When you do not experience that anymore, it becomes a boring life. There is the excitement to play for example some kind of game, but in the end and I KNOW YOU ALSO KNOW that..the moment you have played it..it isn't excited to even look at it.
To give you an example. I bought my PS3 i believe in 2008. A few years later i stood still and asked my self how come i should pay for every new game? It costs me like €40-60 every time. So i looked online and i hacked my PS3. I replaced the hard drive with a 1 TB hard drive and connected it with my network. I downloaded the PS3 games from internet and transferred them on the FTP-server on the PS3. I had maybe like 60 games on there..from PS3 to PSX-games (classics like Crash bandicoot, Tomb raider (old one), to even i believe a emulator to be able to play Nintendo games. ) The project/achievement i was proud of and was excited about achieving it as when a new Fifa game would be released i would download it and put it on m PS3. However at a certain time i had games on there that i NEVER even played. It became very boring.
Even now, looking at my project of hacking it, i look with satisfaction and say alhamdulillah that Allah had gave me that ability to be creative in making things and seeing how to optimize certain existing things. But playing the game it self was no "WOOW"-effect, because i had all those games, but whenever i look back at all those games wanting to play..not really excited about it. I sold my hacked-PS3 back in 2013 when i realized that i was wasting TOO much time playing games like GTA5.
However i have now only a Nintendo 3DS (also hacked with downgrading of the firmware)...playing brain training games only.
So if you ponder often you find logical reasons why you should indeed find certain things boring and other things not be be associated with boredom. Find that "woooow.."-effect and every time when you even have achieved that "woow"-effect like couple of years back you look with satisfaction back on it.
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Serinity said he made cakes in the past, when hearing that i was even excited and maybe in the future gonna ask him to teach me

. I mean how AWESOME is it to make your own cake?? So you in the future if you want to eat some cake or so with all those garbage put in the food now a days ..just make your own. Be able to manipulate the taste to what you find delicious.
I hope even to find some brothers/sisters on this forum that could teach me about the healing herbs (knowledge and wisdom of the past). So i could grow them or buy them to not be so reliant on western medicine.