Assalamu alaikum,
It has been slightly over 2 years that I have started taking the deen seriously, praying 5 times a day with sunnah prayer, reading Qur'an and tafsir etc. Since then I have been haunted by a pack of jinns. I know jinn stories are rather too common in our society but mine has a different twist. 1) It is immune to ruqya, 2) While jinns show up in others while they are deviated from the right path and upon returning to the correct path they disappear, mine have been getting strong as I have held strong to the Qur'an and sunnah. 3) While in others the jinn merely confuse them with physicial or mental illness mine seems to only be keen on torturing me through display of more complicated and intricated magic that has taken my life into a plunge where I cannot work, and losing my health rapidly (ie fulfilling shaitan's ultimate goal to make life miserable in this life and for the hereafter).
So I know its a pack of jinn because there is always one inside me that is magnifying my emotions of fear+ hatred towards an external action by another person and then there is all around me affected by 'magic' where the jin gives them wasawa to say or do something that it knows from its companion inside me that it is something I hate/fear. And then there is the auditory hallucinations of car horns, other sounds that annoy specially given the magnitude its amplified to by the jinn inside. And this is not just limited to 2 people. Sometimes I will be on a highway and the entire row of cars will snow down to a snail pace near a building or an exit that the jinn wants me to take. How does the jinn communicate you may ask? It produces a stimulus that I know comes from it (eg horn, physicial tap on shoulder/vibrations/feeling of getting hot quickly) just when it wants to get my attention.
Then there are the other physical tortures it carries out through my surroundings. Basically it just surprises me with new tricks everyday so I cannot learn how it operates and all my day is used up to avoid it. However, I cannot avoid it because the one inside me will simply magnify the terrors within. I have tried contacting various religious scholars however they have all backed out and Im guessing they have no clue. This jinn has performed so much magic that I had been forced to look into religious books to find an answer why is my jinn different than others. Ive finished Ibne Kathir on the parts relating to shaytan and jinn, various translations of Qur'an, hadiths, seraah of RasulAllah (sallAllallah alay his salam), his favorite companions eg Khulafa Rashidun, some of the ashara Mubasher, and even the history of previous generations eg the story behind Surah Fiil. However, since I am not a Qur'anic scholar I do not understand all the meaning of Surah's completely (that is beyond the first meaning) eg Kaaf, Qaf, Humazaah, Mudathir/Muzammil, Naas, Ikhlas, and probably some of Falaaq too (eg why is the blower of knot a female magician and not male in tafsir). Can anyone advice me on how to get rid of this disease? Ive constantly consuming sunnah food such as dates, honey etc as well as zam zam water. There is no haraam income in my household.
Any help is appreciated, thank you my brothers and sisters in Islam
It has been slightly over 2 years that I have started taking the deen seriously, praying 5 times a day with sunnah prayer, reading Qur'an and tafsir etc. Since then I have been haunted by a pack of jinns. I know jinn stories are rather too common in our society but mine has a different twist. 1) It is immune to ruqya, 2) While jinns show up in others while they are deviated from the right path and upon returning to the correct path they disappear, mine have been getting strong as I have held strong to the Qur'an and sunnah. 3) While in others the jinn merely confuse them with physicial or mental illness mine seems to only be keen on torturing me through display of more complicated and intricated magic that has taken my life into a plunge where I cannot work, and losing my health rapidly (ie fulfilling shaitan's ultimate goal to make life miserable in this life and for the hereafter).
So I know its a pack of jinn because there is always one inside me that is magnifying my emotions of fear+ hatred towards an external action by another person and then there is all around me affected by 'magic' where the jin gives them wasawa to say or do something that it knows from its companion inside me that it is something I hate/fear. And then there is the auditory hallucinations of car horns, other sounds that annoy specially given the magnitude its amplified to by the jinn inside. And this is not just limited to 2 people. Sometimes I will be on a highway and the entire row of cars will snow down to a snail pace near a building or an exit that the jinn wants me to take. How does the jinn communicate you may ask? It produces a stimulus that I know comes from it (eg horn, physicial tap on shoulder/vibrations/feeling of getting hot quickly) just when it wants to get my attention.
Then there are the other physical tortures it carries out through my surroundings. Basically it just surprises me with new tricks everyday so I cannot learn how it operates and all my day is used up to avoid it. However, I cannot avoid it because the one inside me will simply magnify the terrors within. I have tried contacting various religious scholars however they have all backed out and Im guessing they have no clue. This jinn has performed so much magic that I had been forced to look into religious books to find an answer why is my jinn different than others. Ive finished Ibne Kathir on the parts relating to shaytan and jinn, various translations of Qur'an, hadiths, seraah of RasulAllah (sallAllallah alay his salam), his favorite companions eg Khulafa Rashidun, some of the ashara Mubasher, and even the history of previous generations eg the story behind Surah Fiil. However, since I am not a Qur'anic scholar I do not understand all the meaning of Surah's completely (that is beyond the first meaning) eg Kaaf, Qaf, Humazaah, Mudathir/Muzammil, Naas, Ikhlas, and probably some of Falaaq too (eg why is the blower of knot a female magician and not male in tafsir). Can anyone advice me on how to get rid of this disease? Ive constantly consuming sunnah food such as dates, honey etc as well as zam zam water. There is no haraam income in my household.
Any help is appreciated, thank you my brothers and sisters in Islam