I suffer from migraines rarely, but when I do it's really unbearable. The pain in my head and in my neck and chest is stabbing and makes me dizzy, I am vomiting almost non-stop, all the while feeling so exhausted I desperately need to sleep but can't. Never mind the hallucinations. It's something that when it hits I dread so much that my extremities tingle from the adrenaline and I begin to hyperventilate. I don't know what brings them on, but I suspect too much computer time, which is unavoidable now as my university course is very demanding on time and all of the work is done on a computer and is all about computers.
Migraine relief and pain relief medication is difficult for two reasons: 1) It only works in the final hours of the migraine, not before it peaks and 2) I am vomiting constantly so it's difficult to hold them down long enough for them to work (sometimes I can but that's usually when I've already vomited myself empty). Even when I feel it coming on and I take the medication, hold it down, hour or two passes and the migraine goes into full swing and I vomit two fuzzy-looking but for the most part undigested tablets.
However, there is only one thing. Just as I feel the migraine coming on before the nausea, if I take this particular thing it won't get so bad that I'll vomit and I will actually be able to sleep it off. Probably because it's not something taken through ingestion, but rather through inhalation. However if I try to take it after the nausea has started then it's useless. This thing to me saves me a lot of grief when it comes to migraines and has done so many times before when I had quick access to it (not very often compared to when I don't have access to it, but then I've had a lot of migraines).
However this thing I'm talking about is completely illegal and also more importantly forbidden in Islam. And I can clearly see the harms in it.
Now you can see that I am in a bit of a predicament. The only thing that will prevent a night of what to me amounts to pure physical and emotional torture is also something that I should never have possession of nor ever use. I discovered it as a medicine via recreational use, before I knew it was forbidden in Islam and before I converted.
What I need clarification on is whether or not it would be permissible for me to use something forbidden as a medicine if it's the only medicine that works? Or if it is better to endure the migraine rather than use something illegal and forbidden? All the while I am looking into other alternatives for prevention...
Migraine relief and pain relief medication is difficult for two reasons: 1) It only works in the final hours of the migraine, not before it peaks and 2) I am vomiting constantly so it's difficult to hold them down long enough for them to work (sometimes I can but that's usually when I've already vomited myself empty). Even when I feel it coming on and I take the medication, hold it down, hour or two passes and the migraine goes into full swing and I vomit two fuzzy-looking but for the most part undigested tablets.
However, there is only one thing. Just as I feel the migraine coming on before the nausea, if I take this particular thing it won't get so bad that I'll vomit and I will actually be able to sleep it off. Probably because it's not something taken through ingestion, but rather through inhalation. However if I try to take it after the nausea has started then it's useless. This thing to me saves me a lot of grief when it comes to migraines and has done so many times before when I had quick access to it (not very often compared to when I don't have access to it, but then I've had a lot of migraines).
However this thing I'm talking about is completely illegal and also more importantly forbidden in Islam. And I can clearly see the harms in it.
Now you can see that I am in a bit of a predicament. The only thing that will prevent a night of what to me amounts to pure physical and emotional torture is also something that I should never have possession of nor ever use. I discovered it as a medicine via recreational use, before I knew it was forbidden in Islam and before I converted.
What I need clarification on is whether or not it would be permissible for me to use something forbidden as a medicine if it's the only medicine that works? Or if it is better to endure the migraine rather than use something illegal and forbidden? All the while I am looking into other alternatives for prevention...