Well sister im not sure. I have always been a bit of a disobedient person. I started smoking cigarettes and hashish when i was 19, and i used to drink alcohol long before this. Plus on many occasions i have disappointed my father. All this leads to a wicked life and hence brings you to your own destruction and humiliation. Alhamdulillah, i have not touched alcohol for almost 2 years now. But unfortunately, i still smoke the pot once in awhile. I do not maintain regular prayers although i do fast, i have fasted since i can remember. On many occasions, my dad has followed me to the hash dens i still frequent and has draged me out sometimes beating me with metal poles in front of everybody. This is how much i have disappointed my parents.
I have been aware of jinnis for a very long time. Infact i am positive that in my parents home back in my home country, there is christian jinni who lives there. I know this because on more than one occasion he came to me in the midle of the night and started reading prayers to me in latin. At first this scared me, but then it didnt really bother me. However, my real troubles started when i met this girl, which was almost a year ago know. This time the jinnis had real power over me. In other words, i had put my foot right in it.