Salaam to all,
This is the reality of the world we live in. There are all sorts that make up this world of ours.
Most of the points have been mentioned. There is another point, hijrah, to a place more conducive to the lifestyle you want to lead. It is a hard choice. But it is harder still to swim against the current.
You're accountable for your actions, Alhamdulillah that you realise this and also the consequence it will have with your circle. Eventually, you will have to make a choice.
On the negativity side, this is the story I tell, briefly, indulge me;D
When the first Book arrived, The Torah was too heavy! But its quintessential message was to do unto others what you would expect others to do unto you. If you can't abide by that, be prepared for the consequences. Like if you hit someone, they have their right to hit you back! (With interest;D)
When the Psalms or Zabur came with David, it had a lighter message, to appreciate the bounty of God, to give thanks.
The Bible's message really gave a higher level of being to any previous revelations. That was the power to forgive. It laid the seed to end generational feuds.
If people could be appreciative of their blessings, and treat people how they like to be treated, and can forgive each other, the time was right to send the final revelation, the Quran, a summary of prophets and their repeated messages but more essentially about how to live in a community. Message complete. We are now a global community.
I am a muslim from a different part of the world and I definitely say that the Jews rebelled against Mosaic laws,
when Jesus was sent to correct them they dismissed him and subsequently plotted against him. Rather than being one religion of God, it became two. When our prophet was sent with the Quran, he too was rejected, making it 3 religions as opposed to one. But it all comes from one source, and only the Quran has remained authentic. Allahu akhbar