Re: personal poatry
enjoy the next one jazakallah akir.salam .............________servent________
WHY HAVE I DONE THIS
WHAT WAS THE POINT
I KNOW WHAT IS WRITE FROM WRONG
AND IT WONT BE LONG
OH ALLAH PLEASE I NEVER WANT TO
SMOKE ANOTHER BONG
ASTUKFERALLAH
I'D NEVER WANT TO REJECT THE QUARAN
BUT NOW HE'S REALY GETING TO ME
GUESS WHO YA THE SHAYTON
I'V BEEN THERE DONE THAT
KNOW WHAT TI'S ALL ABOUT
EVEN BACK THAN I HAD SOME DOUGHT
NOW MY HAED IS SO CONFUSED
BUT I'V NEVER BEEN ABUSED
YET I FEEL LIKE I'V JUST BEEN USED
IT'S ONLY BEEN A FEW DAY'S
AND I FEEL LIKE MY FAITH IS SO WEAK
AND NO MORE DO I FEEL MEAK
I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT I MUST REPENT
THAT'S PROBABLE WHY MY BRAIN FEEL'S
LIKE IT'S SUFACATING UNDER A THICK
PLASTICE TENT
I FEEL LIKE JUMPING IN A BIG COLD METAL POT
AND STAYING THERE FOREVER BUT I KNOW
I CAN NOT
MAYBE ALLAH WILL KEEP ME GUIDED
ANYWAY THAT'S JUST A THOUGHT
I WISH I HAD MORE GOOD DEED'S
BUT THAY CAN NOT BE BOUGHT
I FEEL LIKE I ONLY DESERVE A LITTLE CAUGHT
I HOPE NO ONE NOTICES THE WAY I FEEL IN MY HEART
I REALY WANT A FRESH START
I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO SREAM
I WISH THAT THIS WERE ALL A DREAM
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE FUN
I JUST WANT THIS BIG MES TO BE DUNE
AND I WANT TO KEEP BELIVEING IN THE ONE
OH ALLAH DON'T ALOW ME TO FOWFIL MY LUST
EVEN IF I FEEL I MUST
WRITE NOW I FEEL REJECTED BY MY OWN KIND
BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART IT'S ONLY MY MIND
BECAUSE WRITE NOW I'M IN A VERY BIG BIND
AND THERE IS SOMTHING I NEED TO FIND
I MUST MAKE DU'AD BEFOR IT'S TO LATE
BEFOR I MAKE A BIG MISTAKE
AND GO ON A LITTLE DATE
MY BODY FEEL'S SO SICK
I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE JUST GAVE MY STOMACH A BIG KICK
I HAVE NOT MUCH CONTROL
I HOPE I WON'T BE HITE WITH A BIG METAL POLE
OH ALLAH PLEASE TAKE MY PAIN
PLEASE GUIDE ME ONCE AGAIN
PLEASE DO NOT LET THE ANGEL WRITE
THIS DOWN WITH THE PEN
OH I FEEL SO SCARED
I FEEL LIKE I MAY DIE
AND YES I DO NO WHY
ONLY ALLAH CAN PUT ME TO EAS
OH ALLAH PLEASE
NOW I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER
ALHUMDOLILA ALL PRAISE IS DUE TO ALLAH
MY HEART SLOWED DOWN
NOW THERE'S NOT SUCH A HARD POWND
AND NOW I'M NOT SO BOWND
INSH ALLAH MY GUILT WILL GO AWAY
BUT MAYBE NOT TODAY
NOW I SHOULD SLEEP
OH GOD PLEASE MAKE IT DEEP
FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I WILL FEAR ALLAH
THE ONE THAT HAS NO FLAU
AND I'LL ALWAY'S REMEMBER TO SAY
AUTHU BILAHE MINA SHAY TON NIRA GEEM
CAUSE I KNOW THAT LIFE IS NOT A DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
