please translate this dua'a in english

[roohani.doctor]

I've this dua'a every Ramadan for the past few years. I get what half of it means, I've looked for the actual translatioin everywhere but cannot find it, I was wondering if someone could translate it in English or post a link with the translation. It would mean a lot. Jazakallah khair

part 1: http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=He_iPRtyenc

part 2: http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=hFsvNRxiH_E