well, thats why i dont open my mouth in public.
cos i just dont make sense.
you cant judge a book by its cover...
...although sometimes you can tell how thick it is looking from another angle.
I'm obviously kidding, thickness is something that allah swt has decided upon.
maybe the thread should be titled successful and non successful?
Ok so i dont pray regularly. There you go..i aint ever going to be a politician.
Im becoming exceptional at deluding myself.
It would seem, that much of what i right is just an excuse.
..its ok though, im meeting people that pray.. on the regular.
Also posting a link soon...
https://www.islamicboard.com/islami...jud-shiekh-ahmad-musa-jibril.html#post2975633
Worth the time.. and an entirely relevant response and rebuttle towards my pov.
Literally as posted..
Its raining bad here and a man fell outside.
He had a case of pepsi and the cans went everywhere..
He was helped up by someone and i gave him a couple bags for his cans.
..he said..
It was bound to happen at some point..
You know why?
Because i didn't pray my isha last night.
Now..
I dont lie..
But i hate telling the truth.
This place is over for me.. upset myself lol..
Felt like cryin for a moment.
This sentence doesn't make sense at all.
..you may or may not get used to it.
Seven thirty.
Itd been an interesting day so il go on.. because i dont have money for a blog spot.
Just had a brother come in asking for 5 pounds.. hes worked in the area before.
I said i dont have anything..and the money in the till isnt mine.
..but i asked him if he was ok and why he needed it.
He said its the sunnah of the prophet pbuh to give an asking brother.
..he said he just asked because he has intention of going mecca.. and is asking all people as he walks the street.
..i ask him what hes been doing since the last time i saw him.
He says he is having problems and that his family.. they know what he does and what he doesnt do..and he doesnt get on there..
I ask him if he has been on jamat.. because we have many mosques and it is common to to give and recieve groups.
He says that they go with the wrong intention.. only to increase and to look for rizq.
...he starts getting angry and hitting his finger on my glass cabinets.
I get twitchy.. legs and hands shaking..
Please everything here is made of glass.
He says when it breaks it is by the will of allah swt.
I would like to think about this but i feel my hands and feet....
He says the people around here have no iman.
..i say, there must be a middle way.
He says there is.. it is to mecca.
He keeps hitting is finger on the glass.. harder than any person should.
I ask him how old he is.. 23 he says..
I tell him im 36.. i want to tell him about where iv been..
Customers walk in.
He says he will wait and i should serve the person but it takes a while and he shakes my hand and leaves.
..its very hard when you cant leave.
I dont think the people are bad..
I just think many cant leave..
I get a few customers and its back to sitting on my backside.
..i think im still shakin.
I feel bad..
I learn the value of restraint and respecting the property of others.
If they see me like that.. then there is no point in being here.
Just taking it one day at a time.
Maintaining heat is hard.. although i really dont like being warmed up.
I will get back to praying.
..i did in the past.. and hope to in the future..
Guaranteed you will judge me today though..
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Nearly all i meet are practicing muslims.
..infact i get less problems from non muslims!