sorry i havent checked up on you lately been having some downs but Alhumdullilah everything is still all good.
are you still listening to your qawallis?
always in my prayers eli and i know that each and everyday you will get stronger and stronger Insha'Allah.
so despair not!
so what are you doing to pass time now?
if you have time in your hands to occupy why dont you start up focusing on learning urdu hehe... you always said you wanted to learn it why dont you start now?
if you want some material i'll search forit Insha'Allah and post them to you.
let me know...
loads of love your way and huggies and kisses xoxoxoxoxox
take good care of yourself
wa salam