AnonymousPoster
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When praying I drift into phases of unconciousness even though I do my best in the beginning to focus. Majority of times I only regain conciousness in the last rakah, and at that time I spend the rakah feeling angry and guilty that I spent 3/4 of prayer saying nothing. So by the end of the prayer i feel even more heart-broken because i wasted the last rakah feeling annoyed rather than actually praying.
When i say unconciousness, i mean it. I don't remember anything that happened during the phase, I can't remember whether I said anything or not, I can't even recall what i was thinking about (or whether I was thinking about anything at all).
When i pray qiyam or sunnah (other than the sunnah's related to the obligatory prayers), usually I pray almost perfectly with near full khushoo.
Help. Please.