saturday sept 15 --6:40PM eastern standard time
My first two days of Ramadan have been uneventful except in my trying to sort out my own personal affairs.. which I can't seem to get a handle on -- will spare any details of those..
now, on the home front..
I have been trying to spend them in complete isolation.. as I feel I might lose my fast with any remote human interaction.. constantly things come up that rouse everyone.. for instance my dad inviting my bros. in law for iftar on Saturday(today) instead of Sunday(actual intended) when my brother and his wife are supposed to come for the complete family gathering.. so that my mom ends up cooking twice.. frankly.. I can't see why such honest mistakes should bring the down the house?
since neither of them wanted to do anything about it.. and my mother went on angrily cooking... I decided to call my sister privately to correct the invitation error before my mother got up to her elbows in chicken...
My dad later came in to ask me to apologize to my brother because they had to sort of put him off to coming tomorrow for the obvious reason that my mother would have cooked everything today.. Anyhow such little absurdities happen all the time and I get caught in the middle tempers flare and I am very igneous on my own accord..
part of the reason I made the request for world's affairs and comparative to be closed really is to spare any Muslim of like temperament to mine from being caught in vain discourse during the holy month, while still frequenting the forum and enjoying the LI family .. so I rather keep in my room trying to handle my own affairs... which I can't because they are too numerous to count and I end up doing something else all together instead of focusing on taking it one step at a time.
Seems like every time I open my room some Armageddon is breaking loose.. my mom asked me a while ago, to make omelettes ( which I don't know how to do) and she got upset... frankly I'd rather feast on cup o noodles than eat my own cooking... If I can call an omelette 'cooking' :lol: nevertheless .. I am not sure if it is hunger or lack of sleep that is making everyone so grouchy.. but I rather think the day turned out alright? ..
she didn't have to cook for any army least of which (twice).. I rather think everyone should be sporting a smile that things worked out?
I had lamb first day or Ramadan and the 2nd was left over.. from what I gather her requesting that I make omelettes today is that we are probably having left overs yet again?
under any circumstance I am not bothered... will probably be annoyed by the herds of kids tomorrow as I tend to like my quiet time... probably be something to test my resolve?.. the secret is to take it one minute at a time--so I am told...
