Bismillah
As Salaam u Alikum wr wb
Sister ,if its easy please step by step explain what you suffered esp first maniac episode!?
And I have a very good story read in a book in which there was a girl called Kajja ,a Muslim girl who was retard & she lived with her bro& wife I guess.
So ,their parentshad died & all of a sudden one night she banged her bros door& Said,Alhamdull'ILLAH I'm cured by ALLAH Ta'ala's Rahma & she had seen a dream in which she was told shes cured!
So,InshaALLAH, keep Dua for a miracle as ALLAH Ta'ala is Alone Able to cure us all from all trials jinn,sihr or illnesses!
These docs turn people more mental but you should take anti depressant to minimise the affect of retardation as it helps,by ALLAH's Will!
Also,get to a Raqi,who recites Qur'an & Duas over an I'll person like possessed by jinn or sihr ,a pious man known for his goodness& for his work against jinns & success!A renowned man on Aqeedah Tawheed upon Salaf methodology!
Please go ASAP!
You cannot leave it all like this !
Your just 30,you're young & you should continue with your life,help yourself get rid of kafir jinn who's hurting your Imaan!
SubhanAllah,please don't give up like this as InshaALLAH,miracles happen& people do get cured & get blessings of Deen,dunya&akhirah!
All the best!
May ALLAH Ta'ala take care of you & may ALLAH Ta'ala protect you from all sharr,evil of mankind & jinns!