teddysomewhere
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Dear Friends,
I live on the fifth floor Koo Koo ward a hospital. I believe that I have troubles with my being. I don't believe it is me.But my inability to accept western concepts of serving money and power over serving God. I have had this problem since I was in third grade. I truly believe that we must strive to do the right thing in all that we do. this is better than money, power, fame, or anything else.
Don't get me wrong, I am certainlly no angel. But I do believe that walking the path that leads to God is the only path that exist. But my society and these Doctors say different. They say I must accept life as it is. I should not expect others to do thier best in Brother/Sisterhood. So I am alone in this way of thinking. (no, I don't know any Muslims)
I am deeply pained by this reality I live in. And on Monday I will forced to begin a journey I don't wish to do. I will be, by necessity, alone and the journey will be difficult, and there will be trials.
I don't wish to be alone. I want God to be with me. So that whatever may come God will be with me. I cannot do this without God.
I don't, and will not have access, to any mosque or know anyone Muslim.
My question(s) are:
1. Can I accept Islam even though I am koo koo.
2. If I may, then I wish to know if I say the words in English is this acceptable?
3. I wish this place to be my witness. And, by God's will, if I make to journey's end in a place of my free choice, then I will find Muslims/Mosque to be a witness. Is this ok?
sincerely,
Teddy
I live on the fifth floor Koo Koo ward a hospital. I believe that I have troubles with my being. I don't believe it is me.But my inability to accept western concepts of serving money and power over serving God. I have had this problem since I was in third grade. I truly believe that we must strive to do the right thing in all that we do. this is better than money, power, fame, or anything else.
Don't get me wrong, I am certainlly no angel. But I do believe that walking the path that leads to God is the only path that exist. But my society and these Doctors say different. They say I must accept life as it is. I should not expect others to do thier best in Brother/Sisterhood. So I am alone in this way of thinking. (no, I don't know any Muslims)
I am deeply pained by this reality I live in. And on Monday I will forced to begin a journey I don't wish to do. I will be, by necessity, alone and the journey will be difficult, and there will be trials.
I don't wish to be alone. I want God to be with me. So that whatever may come God will be with me. I cannot do this without God.
I don't, and will not have access, to any mosque or know anyone Muslim.
My question(s) are:
1. Can I accept Islam even though I am koo koo.
2. If I may, then I wish to know if I say the words in English is this acceptable?
3. I wish this place to be my witness. And, by God's will, if I make to journey's end in a place of my free choice, then I will find Muslims/Mosque to be a witness. Is this ok?
sincerely,
Teddy