Yeah, I hate you!!!
I scream in at her
She is silent, not mad
I miss what we were
You blame me for everything!!!
I say each passing day
I loathe your rules
And despise what you say
She may have loved me
When I was one
But now I am angry
Look what she has done
She has made all these rules
To make my life right
So why am I mad?
I am a teen, I fight.
She is my mother
I thought she would know
This just is a stage
I am still going to grow
I am lost in this place
Trying to fit in
Trying to be right
Trying to win
You are ruining my life
I say again and again
I am angry, I am blamed
In this house that I am in
Mom sleeps all day
I find it freeing
I go where I want
Partying I am needing
I come home, I am drunk
I do not really care
I stare at the chair
And fall asleep there
In the morning I wake
I stumble into the kitchen
Looking for breakfast
but it is missin'
I am mad so I go to wake mom
How ungrateful can I be?
I do not have a breakfast
Pitiful, teenager, me
I crack open the door
"GET UP!!" I yell
Then I look in the door
and see where mom fell
Carpets soaked red
I do not understand
What? Why? What the heli?
I look and I see a note in her hand
"I am sorry" It read
"I guess you do not need me
I cannot be the mom you want me to be
I tried and I am sorry I ruined your life
Maybe it is better now that I took a knife
Maybe I did what you teens want to do
But this is what you wanted, didn't you?
Tell your dad, and your sister, I love them all
I realized I am worthless, I had to fall
Now you do not have to take any blame
I did this because I am causing you pain
I love you and I did not know how to show
I am sorry I won't get to see you grow"
My tears mix with her blood
It is all my fault, I cry
Yes! I will take the blame!
Another tear drips from my eye
What will I tell my dad?
What happened to the wife he had?
Oh, I am horrible what can I do?
My tears soak her clothes all the way through
Another ungrateful teen that did not care
Caused a suicide she could not bare
The death of her mother she will always regret...
The death of her hero, she will never forget...
I scream in at her
She is silent, not mad
I miss what we were
You blame me for everything!!!
I say each passing day
I loathe your rules
And despise what you say
She may have loved me
When I was one
But now I am angry
Look what she has done
She has made all these rules
To make my life right
So why am I mad?
I am a teen, I fight.
She is my mother
I thought she would know
This just is a stage
I am still going to grow
I am lost in this place
Trying to fit in
Trying to be right
Trying to win
You are ruining my life
I say again and again
I am angry, I am blamed
In this house that I am in
Mom sleeps all day
I find it freeing
I go where I want
Partying I am needing
I come home, I am drunk
I do not really care
I stare at the chair
And fall asleep there
In the morning I wake
I stumble into the kitchen
Looking for breakfast
but it is missin'
I am mad so I go to wake mom
How ungrateful can I be?
I do not have a breakfast
Pitiful, teenager, me
I crack open the door
"GET UP!!" I yell
Then I look in the door
and see where mom fell
Carpets soaked red
I do not understand
What? Why? What the heli?
I look and I see a note in her hand
"I am sorry" It read
"I guess you do not need me
I cannot be the mom you want me to be
I tried and I am sorry I ruined your life
Maybe it is better now that I took a knife
Maybe I did what you teens want to do
But this is what you wanted, didn't you?
Tell your dad, and your sister, I love them all
I realized I am worthless, I had to fall
Now you do not have to take any blame
I did this because I am causing you pain
I love you and I did not know how to show
I am sorry I won't get to see you grow"
My tears mix with her blood
It is all my fault, I cry
Yes! I will take the blame!
Another tear drips from my eye
What will I tell my dad?
What happened to the wife he had?
Oh, I am horrible what can I do?
My tears soak her clothes all the way through
Another ungrateful teen that did not care
Caused a suicide she could not bare
The death of her mother she will always regret...
The death of her hero, she will never forget...
:'( :'(
but nice
