I'm here very late and sure no one's going to read this but idk.. so I've had sleep paralysis for over 8 years now. But it has changed over the years and goes through phases. First it was the old hag in the corner of my room or someone sitting on my chest. Then a shadow in the corner of my room. Then just a eerie feeling that something bad would happen and I would see something (once I saw my mother walk out of my room, I moved out when I was 18 so impossible), tried to call out no voice came out, so I followed her soon as I got to the part of the hall where my bathroom was it's like something pulled my backwards back into bed but I was pulled into the ceiling and I was looking at my feet not my head. I woke up the same way I fell asleep. Each time unable to move or speak but always trying to scream for help or trying very hard to move could I thought that would help me break out. The one that freaked me out the most was once I was sleeping over at my parents and it was loop, I would think I broke out and I'm awake but nope I'd be struggling to wake up all over again, the last part my mom came downstairs and started talking to me and she says "you're not up" and then starts laughing like a creepy evil laugh. Then I finally woke up. Then it turned into pins in my legs, I couldn't move and it would feel like my entire legs have fallen asleep x1,000,000,000. These times I was Sikh (the religion I was born into) I would recite what I knew of Paath (prayer)
Now for the past few months it's been completely different. This will happen when I just fall asleep or wake up in the middle of the night. If I just fell asleep it'll feel like I'm still awake but I get a eerie scary feeling and I think I should get up and turn the tv on for volume etc.. always something different, then I can't move and suddenly my entire body starts vibrating violently and I start reciting Surah Al-Faatiha, Or the "I seek refuge.." (i've reverted to Islam) and it just gets more violent from then on until I force myself to wake up. N if I don't get up right away I'll go straight back into it. When I'm trying to get up it feels like I'm soooo exausted and I just keep falling back into bed.
I know this is all sleep but it scares me.. it usually happens when Im exhausted but it just doesn't make sense. It feels so real. Last night it was different again, I was dreaming but then I was in my bed and I hear someone walking up to the head of my bed and crouch by my ear, that's when the vibrating starts and I hear someone trying to open one of those push doors that have a horizontal bar along the door over and over. It felt so real.. I don't even know I was so scared. Started praying and the. Woke up feeling exhausted. I really wish there were more answers
Now for the past few months it's been completely different. This will happen when I just fall asleep or wake up in the middle of the night. If I just fell asleep it'll feel like I'm still awake but I get a eerie scary feeling and I think I should get up and turn the tv on for volume etc.. always something different, then I can't move and suddenly my entire body starts vibrating violently and I start reciting Surah Al-Faatiha, Or the "I seek refuge.." (i've reverted to Islam) and it just gets more violent from then on until I force myself to wake up. N if I don't get up right away I'll go straight back into it. When I'm trying to get up it feels like I'm soooo exausted and I just keep falling back into bed.
I know this is all sleep but it scares me.. it usually happens when Im exhausted but it just doesn't make sense. It feels so real. Last night it was different again, I was dreaming but then I was in my bed and I hear someone walking up to the head of my bed and crouch by my ear, that's when the vibrating starts and I hear someone trying to open one of those push doors that have a horizontal bar along the door over and over. It felt so real.. I don't even know I was so scared. Started praying and the. Woke up feeling exhausted. I really wish there were more answers