so so lost

[AnonymousPoster]

i am so lost at this moment i dont know whats come over me i recently being strike by a lot of clamity from family problem to marriage proble and dealing with death of a close family everything just happened so quickly. this year has been really tough through this i found my preyers to be mine comfort and support. My preyers helped me to have patience and subr now im lost

But since last week my emaan has gone so down i just feel like i dot know if i have a strong faith andsoemtimes i think is there really a god (astagfirullah) i hate thinking that cause thats when i feel more depressed and loose all hope.

I have also started to watch tv an listen to music which i stopped for a long time and since i been feeling down i went back to it and i hate feeling like this i dont even enjoy watching them anyomore.

But i feel so angry but i dont know who im angry with i cant stop punishing my self and i keep taking my anger on people around me or i just dont talk and all i do is cry and cry but i just feel like no matter how much i cry no body is listening to me.

I am so so lost i hate having low emaan and thinking that there is no god (Astagfirullah astagfirullah) hope allah forgive me.

Please please advice

 

[IbnAbdulHakim]

it is that exact thinking which is leading to your feeling that God is absent, if you can change the way your thinking you will definitly come to a better conclusion..

 

[Zahida]

Agreed........... I know it's hard to give up when your problems are bad and you don't feel like you are getting the result you want you just feel like giving up................ but DON'T Allah is watching you and testing you all the time, we all have moments little one.............

May Allah ease you from the difficulties you are facing, May Allah give you sabur and stregnth and guide you with emaan Ameen.

DON'T GIVE UP............!!!!!:bump1:

it is that exact thinking which is leading to your feeling that God is absent, if you can change the way your thinking you will definitly come to a better conclusion..

 

[noorahmad]

u shud be around ppl who u knw will have a gud influence upon u, n make dua

 

[Olive]

Don't give up bro/sis. Remember, Allah loves whom He tests so keep making Du'a, as will all of us too and inshaAllah, you'll have peace once again.