I must bow in order to take the Shahada? cuz I am about to take it in like... hopefully the next ten minutesSubhan Allah Brother.
Seems like Allah has chosen to guide you. I am so happy.
I went through the same doubts as you at one point. But the more I searched, the more I asked Allah to help me understand, the stronger my eeman became.
The Shaytan whispers to you to make you doubt. But the moment your head touches the floor in prayer they will disappear.
All you have to do is put your head to the floor with 100% honesty and ask Allah to show you the way. I promise you that you will not be disappointed Insha'Allah.

