Samiun
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, how are you all today. It's Awal Muharram .A year has passed, for me, everything changed. Since my discovery of Islam(in more detail) in the late Dec of 2009, I was bound to go on a journey of no return which is to reach the Highest Ranks in Paradise. To me, that would really be impossible but with the help Allah S.W.T. Inshallah, I could climb up that ladder. Although I learned much, I am still unable to respond properly to those who question me. I would feel hurt, numb, nervous or sometimes panic in my own heart when I have to use logic to respond. I think it's still a long way for me to get to that point of knowledge where I can answer everyone who wants to refute or question me. Well that's enough of me, what are your methods of passing by the time? I'm going outstation soon and I'm going to a 10-hour flight. I was thinking of bringing in an Ipad to watch movies/lectures but something better stopped me from doing that. Which is zikr, I am thinking of praising Allah for the entire 10-hour flight. I tried 10-20minutes before and WHEW, that was really hard! 10 minutes of zikr is enough to make me lose my patient. But I know by remembering Allah my heart would be calm. I don't think I could do zikr for 10 hours.Is there any other alternative that I can use or my idea is just garbage..? Oh yeah and I'm afraid of heights!!
	