Assalamu Alaikom sisters and brothers
I thought I could share my story and journey to Islam, after reading all these wonderful stories, mashallah.
I reverted to islam about a year ago. That's when I said "La illaaha illa Allah..." for the first time. Couple years ago I meet this guy, he is a muslim, and we became friends. We were talking pretty much about religions, because I was christian ( actually a Lutheran ) and he is Muslim. We got to know each other better and better, and of course I had those silly stereotypes in my head about islam. But he told me about Islam and at one point I noticed that I prefer to listen to what he is telling me about Islam, than to attend any kind of christian ceremonies, or even talk about religion with my friends. And I started questioning christianity and I started asking the priest questions which meant a lot to me, but I got only one answer: "You just have to believe !".. At first I was so surprised, because I had been a "true christian" for quite a time, although I am so young (17 when reverting to Islam). And I was actually paniced that "how can I think this way?" and I was thinking like "oh I can't think this way, this is wrong, I'm a christian". But no, only those thoughts were wrong. I had the right feeling : I should become a muslim.
I prayed and asked for guidance and help, to know what I really want, and what I really should do. And right after I had prayed that, my cellphone rang, and it was him, the guy who introduced Islam to me. After the phonecall, I just sat on my bed and cried because I felt so good, and relieved. Then I went to watch the full moon from my window, and I noticed that it was snowing,and Subhan'Allah it was so beautiful. I will never forget the moment.
It may not sound so special to others, but for me the phonecall was a sign that I should become a muslim. And I did. It was the best feeling I have ever had,and I felt so happy and safe and reliefed at the same time. I told about my decision to this muslim guy the next day, and he was so happy and he told me what I should do. And here I am! I have been a muslim for months already! I have learned so much but I still have more and more to learn.
My parents didn't take it so well at first, but now they have accpeted it and my mom have even asked things about Islam. My father is an orthodox and my mother is a Lutheran, but they don't attend christians seremonies much, only in funerals or weddings and so on. Still religion is important to my father mostly because it's "a tradition" in his mind.
Subhan'Allah I am now engaged to the person who told me about islam, and insha'Allah we will get married.
My life has already turned into a better one after reverting. And I am so happy that all of these things happened to me.
I live in a small city in the middle of nowhere and as far as I know, there is only one muslim family here. I have seen them once, and I'd really love to talk with them, but I don't know where they live and I never see them anywhere. Insha'Allah I will be able to talk with them soon. All my friends are christians, the closest masjid is about 100 kilometres away from me and the closest muslimah I know, lives hundreds of kilometres away from me. Still I don't feel alone at all, I keep in touch with my wonderful sisters in Islam via Internet and phone. I love Islam, it's the most important thing to me. All I want is to do the right thing and to live my life in the right way.
May Allah guide all the people towards Islam, ameen.