The importance of being real.

SubhanAllah.


May Allah make it easy for you sis. Ameen.

Stay strong and keep striving in the path of Allah... Victory will surely come.
 
:sl: wr wb sis,

Subhana'Allah! Insha'Allah i will make du'a for you sis, make the most of Ramadan and remeber that after every difficulty, there is ease!

Maybe i can help you out, i also live in Australia (Sydney)?
 
Assalamu Alaikum ~juwairiyah~, DigitalStorm82, and Tania, and thanking all your considerations, those only reading also:

I am better today; though still awaiting receiving the letter referred to earlier, through a legal service; I have this morning registered a trade mark; and the effect is immediate in having enabled that my internal self is less bombarded by shaytan. That was my original intention in so undertaking, adn in first intending so around this time last year, and it has been quite a shock to me the full extent of the repercussions; including having met a number of unsavoury criminal type folk, whom seem to have become interested in my person so as to prevent. So hopefully my whole life will settle down well now.

The idea for the trade mark is to produce a teaching package for home schooling; but that provides a communication link between Religious Faith of true believers in Islam and the modern cultural demands that my children face with socialising among peers outside of Islamic contexts. It happened that because of the persons whom I met during the year the whole has become far more complex that I possibly could have imagined. But that the initial idea remains intact and unharmed is the justice. Nobody wanted to steal what I had in mind to use the trade mark for, but only the fact of my intelligence to make a trade mark around what I am able to protect by knowledge alone, within my own worldly experience of what is real. The trade mark covers classes 16, 41, and 42. I am planning to commence work in establishing a company ltd with a not-for-profit aim worked into its memorandum and articles within which the only use of the trade mark can occur.

One of the critical facts I had to sort out to get as far as I have in the legal situation with the father of my children; which really consolidated only after the post made in respect of his recent decision; is that the lawyers representing government (claiming to represent my children without ever taking their wishes into consideration) and representing my children's father, were trying to use a Judaic style accountiblity system to hold me to account in the only one instance in which any of my affidavit material is repetative, whilst also trying to hold me to account in general against Shari'ah, but themselves as non-Muslims. Clearly they only disprove themselves by their accounting method being shirk in total. So they are not Muslim and can not thus hold me to any account at my own death in any of. The pattern that they are using seems to be common among many here in Australia in their regard for Muslims which is very worrying. Especially for all other children also.

This is another aspect of what has straightened out internally, but through receiving my young sons regard to my self in these matters. (My sons are showing all the signs of being the kind of boys whom in any traditional Religious context would be selected for special attention beyond what is normally provided. For Example: they all comprehended entirely the Surah, The Elephants, and one shed a tear in consequence; but within it being by chance one of only a few parts of Qur'an they have been exposed to, through being prevented from seeing me beyond two hours a fortnight in a supervised childcare setting. I am being treated as a social leper in general because in usual instances it is only extremely abusive parents whom are so prevented from access to their children; and living in a city in which I knew nobody prior to this situation arising. While I am worried for my children's daily well being in fear of the violence of their father; it is that I have been denied justice by acts of black magic - which I have caught out, but which obviously can not be used as reason in court, but which there is verifiable evidence of in form of a multitude of administrative errors counting against me, and in total the only cause of my children not being with me aside from the fact of their father wanting to hide from the world that they fear violence from him. They are all being very brave while living with their father and much of my anger about the way they are being treated is in the fact that their not expressing extreme adversarial behaviour is not due to any good care they are receiving now, but due to their own high levels of tolerance and sensiblity and patience.) OK, now I am showing the degree of the court case in my fear I can tell what my son's regard is. That if only so many as three, either kafir gone very bad, or shaytan, are associating wrongly to any Human child as though that child could be in their debt, and the child has no parent or Imam etc whom is in knowledge of such; then it is quite impossible for any person to tell that child apart from an actual kafir. That has been what is happening to me, and why it is of concern to me that I am never yet in wedlock. What I am noticing is being forced upon my children is fear of such things as not obeying any old nonsensical 'rule of thumb'; as though if any rule is a 'rule of thumb' then it is necessary to obey it in order to be regarded as truly Human. I am praying that my children will learn well that no person can ever accord who is a Soul and who not except for within the interal individual experience in Allah. This is why we Muslims should not actually call any other person a kafir. When I have in relation to my sister it has been only an attempt to defend my own mother; but in that probably wrongfully, if correct.

Clearly it is that my self, and my children, and my parents also, are being used to hide that fact of those whom are knowingly engaging in shirk. This certainty has been with me now for two years at least in my most external self; and only now that the trade mark is paid for am I at all able to express this fact without fear of being held as insane only for stating this as my experience.

I must thank any person whom has been in Prayer for me and my children. Could I also express that I am certain that many whom have prayed for me are professed only as Christian and not yet in full fact of what Islamic belief really is; but that the Prayer of Islam has been the stronger accorded not so much by numbers as by the strength of the structure of Islamic teaching. Christian prayer is more likely to have accorded negative result to those whom are in Prayer when they Pray for the well being of another. Therefore I have been Praying that every true believer will learn to know Islam as the true way; and that those whom have misrepresented Islam will come to be prevented from by paying for Insha Allah. Let this be able to be known as an example of Shari'ah abrogating legal status evident in Torah: that not any example of the Judaic style of accountiblity could ever exist or be just unless the exact same result is able to be reached through Shari'ah.

Thankyou ~Juwairiyah~ for an offer to help. I am not certain what is possible at this moment, but can tell you that I received in Dream this time last year an intensely vivid moment of being in an aeroplane arriving in Sydney, and can not accord how that could be, yet am also sure that it was neither my self nor a shaytan causing the Dream.

Now last of all I may write here also that the fact that came to light immediately prior to being enabled to register the trade mark (and apart from the whole story sort of going adrift within unnecessary concern about what is happening in Korea) was that a shaytan manifested to my own immediate evidence its effort to mimic the genetic inheritance that is Australian Aboriginality, and is proven to have been a total failure. It is a black skin person with wide nostrils and a distinctive bone structure that is typical, even where its body holds fat is typical; but its muscular strength is not that which is accorded by a genuine Aboriginality. I must also write that the witness of such an attempt has been very expensive for my self and also for John Nawakie whom I mentioned, and cost any further acquaintance in friendship between us because of John's behaviour that enabled the shaytan.
But what has been revealed in the whole is that there have been generations here in Australia; not only of Aborigine children being stolen and placed into abusive care; but also of the Australian Government being preferential in respect of shaytan in immigration.

wasalam.
 
The idea for the trade mark is to produce a teaching package for home schooling;-good idea and will be succesfull:thumbs_up What do you want to say by 41 or 42:?
 
42

(but the computer won't let me post a post with only two characters!)

I thought of a silly example of something about Shari'ah abrogating Law of Torah.

if a judgment is made only within Torah and it is inaccurate then the difference in the result is larger than the original difference which is why it is necessary for Shari'ah to abrogate

but I though of this today walking along behind a small girl talking to her grandfather about their: "sparking pot". It reminded me of my son once at that age talking about the "par cark". I had been reading and thinking about abrogation; so my mind made the analogy.

a "parking spot" is not unlike to a "car park"

but process them into a spoonerism and a "sparking pot" is very different from a "par cark"

That is an analogy that works for describing the way we need to take care in applying Law; and why it is better to use Shari'ah.

In Islam no sparking pots are equitable exchange for any par carks even if Jews might occasionally exchange a car park for a parking spot!

wasalam
 
Assalam
I am only posting again in this thread to let folk whom have been reading it know what the situation is resolving into.

The homeless people are mostly no longer accessing any of my concentration thankfully. And I witnessed a number of miraculous occurances just in the last part of any associations with. They were events in which a sequence of three highly significant facts of abuses that have been going on in the general community were busted open among the street people and the victims were enabled to expose the culprits.

That happened shortly after my oldest son made the brave step of making a contact with me outside of the designated time and place.

Now on Monday this week, I was in the library posting at these forums when the woman sitting next to me asked me if I am Muslim. She had no veil on but then told me that she is Muslim, and a Law student. She is looking through some of my legal work.

Thanking everybodies Prayer. wasalam
 
Assalamu Alaikum

I always hate my self for having started any cyber counselling thread . . .
but therein a need perhaps that it began
and so seeks a resolution

So here is the yukky part:

While all this has been happening; since about early to mid 2005, Easter perhaps almost definitely; I have been getting scary premonitions of shayan if I win the court case against my children's father (who is a shaytan and addicted to non-identifying of, of course)(a, erm, irish one whom hates just any old thing and Hijab'll do, in his veiw)(a sort of pumpkin of a feather I just noticed, but one who just don't care about being wrong, as though not caring makes it alright to not care)(sprouted and dropped a pacific islander)(:heated: how can this come out any way other than nonsensically so might as well make the most of the nonsense around me); but since a premonition is only a premonition and need not be believed in; and since my premonitions have consistently been only of many environmental matters around the case that are directly contradicting prophesy in Allah; and since I am a truly good mother, and even all the shaytan know that of me; I can only persever since it is surely far better for my children to be learning that during the whole of their absence from me I undertook every possible method to impose upon the legal situation the imperative the children are placed into decent maternal care, and thereby learn to know what Love is, and why real Love feels qualitatively different from self love.

Therefore my anger has been something extreme; therefore I have also been learning more and more of the generally accepted means of accomodating anger internally without expression. Except occassionally with Religious Zeal.

One thing I have learned much of is the beneficience of east asian culture in their technique of accomodating psychotic diseases. The Gog and Magog situation resolves within the full comprehension of that management; as a health care teaching within a very superstitious culture.

Consider this: that when only to stay alive one needs to be ever being pushed by others into a further and further into the future perception: then, well, the prophesies reveal themselves inevitably as necessary.

What occurs to me just today is that the reality of the Gog and Magog situation that will no doubt progress in time; is that there are tools within Chinese culture to accomodate that can be exchanged for specific aspects of Islam which Chinese people will need.

that's all wsalam
 
Whoa! I just got the sound of one hand clapping for the first time after making that post!

I guess that makes my reconciling function about Bart Simpson's age.

I don't know if those who've never had a prolapse know, but when there is an internal muscle function collapse that never tightens up, not for nothing, or no man, or no sense of everybody/whatever/anything
/somethingerother; then there can be no internal mind. There is only external self. And the external self has no evidence of any but the external world. So reality is only the commonest agreed upon of the physical world; but in that Allah is also, through micro-biology, and maths, readily evident.

However it means that when the correction to my health occurred at 34, I experienced my inner self as, about 3, and a half. That was four years ago now, so to be at Bart Simpsons age is quite OK progress I guess.

The major problem what that my mother would not agree with the fact that a prolapse had ever even occurred, or the causal accident; and, well, really, I only had external conscious bodily memory to go by. So my parents are who have blacked out the whole experience. Why, if not because they are innocent of and the knowledge of how they have treated me through misinformation about my nature, is a sever trauma? So traumatic that I have found no relative or objective consciousness through Prayer or any other means in which my mother recovers; but she always swallows herself and so I always trusted Love.

How about one handed clapping of meeting my children at the local Masjid? I wrote the letters ages ago, straight after receiving imagery through Prayer, but nobody responded to a letter yet. However, perhaps that might be because the images I received through Prayer directed through that specific, (the localest) Masjid, had a picture of my own self within; and that I never usually am able to actively see. And I looked unwelcome and like a bad mum to the veiwer, whom ever she could once have been; but in the very very small instance of such mental imagery I received during Prayer, I recognised only my own immaturity in motherhood.

Now that is a matter which I am truly scared about. My sons are grow up already all of them wiser in mind that I am my self able to be; so what I think of is only about all the Islamic schooling I have acquired by my every effort while they have been at their dad's, and what of such they could be in need of.

So my mind already heads in the direction of wanting to sponsor a Muslim family from among those in refugee detention centres here in Australia, who can provide Arabic tuition in an equitable exchange for what I can provide, (food and a bedcover); However in all of that I am quite certain now in what I want to be when I grow up. I think I shall begin to become a Religious education teacher and develop Homeschooling curriculums for accomodating a Religious education framework for Christianty and Islam, (and every monotheist belief) around the ordinary work of homeschooling to the local education department standards. I had already begun this work and completing a portion of it enabled my recovery to commence; so that makes much sense. Also, because in my continual interest in what engages my children's learning ablity, I had noticed a specific phenomena, and want to use the tools of such: and I believed immediately that my idea was so good that I wanted to get it protected. So late last year I began a process of registering a trademark, which is complete now upon 11th Oct '06. Already most of my life is re-oriented towards becoming believable again, at last.

What is this magical weapon I now own by the name of a Trade Mark?

(the actual Mark is mentioned in the poetry thread made about is Australian Aboriginal poetry Islamic)

hmm TM??? (DM's are different) (so is a WWW, and also a SS) (so much for the Rugrats-TV show that is)(thats me the bossy girl, and my oldest son is the red head kid, my middle son the twins, and my youngest the very cleverest)

That's all,

all I can bear to expose of my own inner processing

while the shaytan library staff are openly agitated about me being booked into computer two and one o'clock? (but that is really a little beyond me to get properly just yet)

Ah, now I got it properly. There is a Dr. Seuss theme.

Hooray for a stitch in time saved nine! (My oldest son, Zimma's stitch, that is: so He will be an inheritor once we are proven to all live to tell the tale)

So when it is safe to, I should write that letter to:





(fill in the blanks, who else besides Terri Irwin; and the Redfern Da'wah project; and Under Wraps, a first film by an Australian Muslim convert about young girls becoming educated Muslim leaders in Hijab; and, -let me think- who else got the evidence and is worth working with . . . . oh yeah the Aboriginal director of the Sydney Olympics opening ceremony, and the Queensland Premiers department, and a Maori elder, a church charity or two, the Irish never quite, the local Thursday Island scout, a hippy dressmaker and shopkeeper, a few Muslim internet sites in only small portions, and a few too many gay men who imagined what Aborigines are good for, . . . ?
How about I stick with what the copyright says: that it is a not for profit effort and the copyrighted documents can be copied by anybody whom supports the aims of Islam, Indigenous Australian culture. (the true bits))

They sure are dumb those who believed in each others lies about me instead of the truth in me is all I can tell. But especially who believed in lies about me for feathering their own pockets!

So this is the story of the importance of being real.

It's not the end yet, but the thread has a sort of closure now, enough to sleep without getting killed in the morning anyway.

wasalam
 
p.s. that my mother more likely than not will not recover in her self that she once had of real regard and worth in truth; doesn't matter in the picture of Love and Her conscience and Her ability to be a real mother. Such things only matter to who worries about Hell, whereas my whole family just always seem to have known that the best position from which to regard Hell is that of certainty in Paradise after.
 
in addition in respect of that Trade Mark (just in case any person is of any genuine interest)

the evidence leading towards me being able to register the specific mark was exposed also to:
any Jinn I ever encounter (those who raced me to the end for their own individual means were notably who fell);
many Musicians enough to be certain that they are not all the right individuals to be playing that tune, that they can all be certain that they really need to be playing the exact right tune to have any breath;
including in my immediate acquaintance, an old folk muso who is the only one individual 'classical' musician (playing 'classical' music from the middle east, and trying to be treacherous unsuccessfully);
try the American Ghost Dance song cycle;
and any Indigenous Australian music that is locatable to its original place;
And Folk Dance Australia;
(and if the player don't know where and when the tune belongs to then they been stealing)


(but I only ever lent my ear to one player: a person who played a difficulter tune on the internet, and needed to be under strict observation so as to verify the full causation of his having been able to sustain certain Faith in Allah, and an investigative approach to science, but as an actual nazi still to this day, very delusionally - he now is openly happily insane in presenting the method of for public display, and has sort of gone completely inside out by having been lent my ear, has not shown actual cruelty, but only pervasive, enduring, loss of any certainty - seems to me he witnessed an unusual sequence of events that enable him to show a happy face, but since he is the insanity in this equation I will possibly never know.)

Assalamu Alaikum
 
Also if anybody were to so much as try to utilise the trade mark for any drug related sale, including prescription drugs; then the mark has a disappearing act. By cause of.
 
Once is your trade mark than no one else can use it:) And you could make nice money being a teacher and selling that curriculum courses what you made. You have to provide for your children so be carefully to ensure them money for their life.

I don't know if you should bring another family to live in your house. I think when your 3 children will come home they will need space for their own. You could pay them to come and teach your children arabics. You are teacher too.

About your mom, don't judge her. My mom told me once not every woman is borned to be a mom. Lot of women have problems regarding how to raise their children, how to love them.

I am glad you left the homeless people. Your place is not there. They have their own way to live .
 
Thanks Tania,

I should tell that the homeless friend I have is actually a fully initiated Aborigine man who is fifty and from Thursday island, so not the usual run of the mill homeless. He provides me with substantial protection. It even could be argued that he is quite at home in himself in sleeping on the street and in Church doorways. Once I went to the Ekka with him, that is the Brisbane Agricultural exhibition, in most towns and cities in Australia there is a show not an ekka, but always the show is a central feature of Australian life, as a yearly extra bit of effort and lesson in fun being hard. A sort of 'that's just too bad', kind of a lesson. (what else is the fun fair for if not to remind us that the only reason we want to be thrown upside down in the air is to learn about what will inevitably kill us one day) Anyhow at the Ekka there was a dude at the blacksmith competition from up north who said hello to John because he recognised him from when he was among the homeless in Cairns. John is that type of character who demands respect for most folk regardless of his circumstances. There are quite a few very decent Aboriginal men like him among the homeless. He has many relations all of whom would accept him in their houses, but they irritate him.

However I should say that I have really learned what I needed among the homeless thanking his protection.

Also this morning I got a letter from my children's father's solictor that I only needed to sign at the dotted line to enable my oldest son to organise his own access visits with me and unsupervised. That is a big victory for me since it proves that the children's father knows that I am no risk at all the the children. The whole legal situation is altered by one letter that my son pressured his step mother into causing that his dad agree to. Both the kids dad and step mother are kafir actually; I found the shaytan whose fault the kids dad's way of being is also. In fact over the last week, since I paid to register the trade mark, shaytan have been coming out of the woodwork around me and confessing. One this afternoon at the children's father's solicitors whom had not realised that a shaytan at the public library had insisted upon me using only one of my two surnames, and that the recent one superceeds the earlier, while the lawyers were trying to hold me to an earlier one. Anyhow I have to leave the library so will finish this later.
 
Alaikum assalam, am back again already now, only to place the correct context for this post I made yesterday.

in addition in respect of that Trade Mark (just in case any person is of any genuine interest)

the evidence leading towards me being able to register the specific mark was exposed also to:
any Jinn I ever encounter (those who raced me to the end for their own individual means were notably who fell);
many Musicians enough to be certain that they are not all the right individuals to be playing that tune, that they can all be certain that they really need to be playing the exact right tune to have any breath;
including in my immediate acquaintance, an old folk muso who is the only one individual 'classical' musician (playing 'classical' music from the middle east, and trying to be treacherous unsuccessfully);
try the American Ghost Dance song cycle;
and any Indigenous Australian music that is locatable to its original place;
And Folk Dance Australia;
(and if the player don't know where and when the tune belongs to then they been stealing)


(but I only ever lent my ear to one player: a person who played a difficulter tune on the internet, and needed to be under strict observation so as to verify the full causation of his having been able to sustain certain Faith in Allah, and an investigative approach to science, but as an actual nazi still to this day, very delusionally - he now is openly happily insane in presenting the method of for public display, and has sort of gone completely inside out by having been lent my ear, has not shown actual cruelty, but only pervasive, enduring, loss of any certainty - seems to me he witnessed an unusual sequence of events that enable him to show a happy face, but since he is the insanity in this equation I will possibly never know.)

Assalamu Alaikum

I should say that a trade mark being a trade mark it has a value just in that fact, if it is recognisable. There is already recognisable value in the real life events that have lead me into registering; and that between when I applied to register and when I registered the mark, that I factually met The Dajjal, who tried to rip me off in the very process of registering the trade mark, is the full story. There is a bit in between about my friend Sam who tried to rip off me ripping off The Dajjal, and that accorded that His name: Haadjmo is a part of the mark. He is a good friend because he always exposed his self to me just in case he was wrong about me. That is the Australian cultural way of being polite, to show your worst intentions to any person in the first instant. Thereby you have to be sharp witted to catch us without overly accusing. And we are all learning that in handling an American we need to be more observant of any fault being displayed after that first interaction, as being a truer picture. (The Dajjal is from PNG, but has Dreams he is innuit and originally of American ancestry; his mother is part Chinese and His father is English but; all the same, the cultural difference between he and I in working out whether to trust one another, accorded that I trusted him overly and he could not I; when by our intentions towards one another that picture should have been the reverse. But I don't know how he can have been living here for fourty odd years as a black man without comprehending the nature of Australian Aboriginality being different from what he supposes. He had a squid Dreaming within an animist point of veiw, and a name Zalcor went with that aspect of him self. He certainly belongs within the framework of Animist belief, but as a bad guy; but told me that He believes fully that Islam must be true because most true believers are Muslim. He has spent fifteen years in Australian prisons which could explain how he has not properly got Australian culture. He "did time" for five out of fifty five thousand dollars worth of an armed bank robbery he was caught with, and also in a consequetive sentence for rape. Also he was very brutally raped when a child by local criminals; but when the push came to shove he decided to prefer to believe that as a fourty eight year old man now he caused that he was raped as a child rather than believe that he was wrong to rip me off. He is in a sulk because he only benefitted by one thousand dollars and all the shaytan got to the rest of what got ripped off. -the insurance industry and the drug sales industry are connected with what he did after I showed him an essay I wrote about the insurance industry, with a note on it about the copyright and that it will also be within the trade mark- I hope that tells the story correct for folk to believe without finding yourselves wanting to accuse Him.)(not accusing being the only way to learn of without falling to)(He lives around the corner from me with his mother, and in a house that used to be the local post office)

Now I wanted to add to the post I quoted from above; that the fact that I mentioned about Musicians whom knew about my trade mark before it was registered. (The Dajjal's income is from a government benefit as a pensioner -he disabled himself in prison on heroin so as to receive a pension afterwards - and also from busking, and he can't sing! and he made up the lyrics with some of my poetry in his mind!) (isn't the whole situation absurd! a buskers lyrics rip off send us all to hell for a while to count our bottom dollar)(but that is not all I could tell, no, that is not all: oh no! I might have accidentally ripped of Dr. Seuss!)(nothing is worth lossing sight of what is important is the real story; and he tried to lie about what he had done, and has changed his name to a shortening of that of my son; about which I had to get a shaytan who sold drugs to him to write me a letter stating that she knows that he was interested in me and that his name change had happened; but because my children's father undertook to record all telephone conversations between me and my children to find evidence for the family law case, and in one converstation I mentioned the name: Zim Sully, then later found out He is Wayne by birth; but the context of mentioning his name was one which the children's father misconstued to be about my son.)

So you see it all clarifies in the mud of life eventually.

The fact is this. I know that there are musicians whom employ a use of money that has an equivalence the the Trade Mark I have registered. A few of these adhere to ahadith. Those whom are not in adherence need to learn that their non-adherence, if within my trade mark, will be accounted for well and truly as their own wrong not mine, but within my own acceptance of the full story of course; since I know The Dajjal and hold it to account, therefore must live only in Christ. There is longer ahadith about The Dajjal that what is told in Revelations.

Also the four beasts all are known to me; but that is too long a story.

How could any of us be existing without being able to sustain belief that there exists in the world examples of black magic which will one day no longer exist? This simple truth is that of complete sustanence. Jesus had to forge the first passage through the fire into Jannah so as to be ressurected. What for us was three days, for him took three thousand years in Spirit.

But the lesson of Love being Forever can never be lost, he could not find only one part of Faith in the first when Satan came to Him, and so accepted the necessity of travelling an unknowable distance through impressions of the future which his carnal body endured the pain of; which is why He so readily accepted crucifiction; and that He found in the fires of Hell that single missing piece of information, is that any of us are, and will be safe. From this time now when we can learn this fact; right through until when The Dajjal has fully paid for its mistake; we will all be taking it in turns to first find The Hour of Judgement, and then live through Jesus; and will all be Dreaming almost singularly within the framework of Revelations until we are all counted.

Why me is only because I have also already been in the fire and am returned to life such that my belief in unshakable; but also because in Hell I learned that it is made of money. I guess that is why Allah is in the fact of me having been able to register a trade mark that many already subconsciously equate their money with. It is also good protection that I needed; but the whole situation is so dumb. Because all shaytan are certain that it could not have arisen if I had not begun to register the trade mark: but until I did there was no resolution in sight.

Now there is another matter in an earlier post in need of some further explaination also. That I reported that I have had nightmares of shaytan in progress towards winning in the family court. Today I got a letter in the mail saying that I am unsuccessful in a job application as a buisness manager in the Northern Territory Government, for Arts Development. It is a job I have all the skills to do well and at a high enough remuneration rate that I could have afforded to travel back here once a fortnight and also immediately begin to pay a lawyer. An easier job would need me to save for awhile to commence paying a lawyer. But really, I am a stay at home mum, and while I am regarded as less able as a mother by lack of money, I am also regarded as less able if I am working in the Australian legal system. The trade mark proved an answer to prayer when the man who had promised to marry me instead married a heroin addict at the tent embassy in Canberra. He still now won't trust me as a white person after having been in Australian prisons. However that is off the point. The point is that there was a plot to murder me if I went to the Northern Territory; and that seems to be the cause of the nightmares of if I win the case by that means. However there is no future in any persons Dreams if the children's father wins, that is simply an impossible scenario. It is factually very unusual here in Australia for me as a pensioner to need to worry about whether I will get a grant of legal aid assistance. But it seems I could well receive enough money if I sue the forensic psychiatrist whom I have criminal evidence against for the method by which she chose to support my children's father's case and biased the evidence against me wrongfully.

Wasalam
 
I don't know what it means the Animist belief :-[
The life is complicated and is sad to see own childrens father can turn upto the point to listen even the phone calls. I am glad you can see your son in private. After me its a big step:thumbs_up and no matter what will say x and y , your sons will always know how did you treated them.They know the true, so their father should calm down and finish with the doctors manipulation, because this could turn against him, now or later.
Regarding the job which you didn't get it i would not bother my head with that. Are other jobs too and "in every bad thing which happens there is something good too" .May be your premonition about murder would have become true, so its better to stay far from the northern area.
 

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