I Was told by somd i was raised with "as family" that i should never marry or havr children or career of good things.
Im 47 now.
Never married.
No children or career or realestate etc
Although on another level of belief i believe i have been a workaholic and maybe have these things.
I thought a 'family' so abusive ehile pretending to love and care anf bd fair can not be real family of mine.
WHat stolen from me and done to me Allah knows.
Thd humans eho know dong serm to care.
I imagined snd even believed i have another family as real family and we care about each other.
Etc n never do such evil crurlty.
What looks and feels or seems good anc ehat seemd bad maybe its opposite what made to look worthless suffered snf was true snx so good n ehat made to seem perfect snf perfectlh imperfect was deep lied snd theft anf crurlty anf unfair and hortrble.