The Path that led me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

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Everyone from the family overslept today. I just lay there though, what was going to happen next? It was raining, grey. The rain tapped on the window.


I got up and cleaned myself up.



Went downstairs, dad was already unpacking everything, some gifts for some cousins, friends etc. I tried playing on the PS2, got my mind off things.. but it just made things worse really.


After dinner, i logged on.


It was still raining, heavily. I was down alot today, and confused. Who was speaking the truth?


S, can i ask you something?


Yeh?


Is it really over?


yeah.. it is.


why don't you just tell me the truth S?


what truth?


Why is all this happening? if you don't even care, then why do you still want to know me? And if you do care, then why do you do what you do?


It's not that simple...


Then tell me.. what are we to each other?


do u know how i feel?


no.. i dont S. :(



i wish i cud tell u how i feel.. these lyrix explain it clear, how i feel in my heart...


It's gonna burn for me to say this

But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming

But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change

I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby

Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn


Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her/him being with someone else

But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn


I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on

On the other side I wanna break down and cry

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on

On the other side I wanna break down and cry


Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn



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so that means u really wna end it?


i have to.. we have to...

:( ...but why did you make me fall for you then..?


i loved you too..


then what's changed now?


my mates hate you.


who cares about them?


they my homies, they've supported me when other guys left me.. i'd stick to them over a guy anyday.

listen, alot of gurls like you now anyway, remember you got that half-cast gyal? u loved her rememba?



no i never.. i just did that because u did it to me..


i did that so you wouldn't become attatched like you were so much..


i hate.. i cant believe u could do that.



listen, can't we just be mates? it was kool when it was all simple.


i cant believe u could really do that.. just.. how can u love someone and give them up just because of some mates..



thats life.. you have to move on.


i dont wna..


it can happen.. i know it can.


why you doing this?


because i care for u..


if u cared for me.. u wudn't be doing this to me.



listen to me, u knw ur gud lookin. so much gurls would be after u by now, the half cast gurl probably even likes u.


so what S? if u really want me to be with her.. then i'll do that, to plz u.


I blocked her.

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Re: The Path that lead me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

fi-saab you were suppose 2 rep me sayin i edited the wrong one :p

lol jk



EDIT :)
 
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U...its...u dont...u cant...its not... :-\....oh what the ... lol woah... gud one Fi Sab akhee ! :D
 
Re: The Path that lead me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

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by the way, i want u all to update your reports whenever u notice something different.. it should be a lesson for everyone insha Allaah lol, and how sins can effect someone to such an extent..
 
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Fi_Sabilillah said:
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lol stop backbiting seriosly man.. cuz we shud know more than that, especially now since we know that its forbidden by Allaah.
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oh yeah, i keep forgetting its a true story :X


jazakAllah khair for the reminder brO :)

yeah inshaAllah we know better Alhamdulillah!

Ps: i still dont like the stealheart n drop manuever tho but :p ok i'll see what happens :)

i hope both characters end up i n jannah inshaAllah !
 
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IbnAbdulHakim said:
oh yeah, i keep forgetting its a true story :X


jazakAllah khair for the reminder brO :)

yeah inshaAllah we know better Alhamdulillah!
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Jazaak Allaah khayr. :)


Ps: i still dont like the stealheart n drop manuever tho but :p ok i'll see what happens :)
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lol we'll see.. insha Allaah.


i hope both characters end up i n jannah inshaAllah !
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Ameen.
 
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The dude seems like his willing to go deeper and deeper into haram for this girl, in my previous report i had stated that his clearly forgotten Allah. Well now that Allahs forgotten its as though he doesnt realise the vast amount of pleasure shaytaan must be getting from his actions.

i got three reps :D :D from the sh... :p :p lol good man :D

but main point is that this boy at a point seemed to fear Allah, with the first girl he even said its not right. he deleted without hesitation now its like... his too into it.

inshaAllah we'll see how his character develops, may Allah lead him to jannah Ameen
 
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U all should be in trouble.. u havn't handed your reports in, only bro ibnabdulHakim has..


same with all u 'guests' who are watchin this right now! loll.. mesin.
 
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And whosoever turns away (blinds himself) from the remembrance of the Most Beneficent (Allah) (i.e. this Quran and worship of Allah), We appoint for him Shaitan (Satan * devil) to be a Qarin (an intimate companion) to him.

And indeed, the devils avert them from the way [of guidance] while they think that they are [rightly] guided.

 [Qur'an 43:36]​


Part 4

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I don't know.. what's happening to me. I'm becoming someone else now. If you love her, then why are you leaving her?

It's her fault, she started it.. she forced me into her trap, and now i can't escape.. and she's got someone else instead.


I need to get over this hurt, i've experienced it for too long.. but i can't move on. Maybe if i keep my mind occupied with someone else i'll be able to move on? She doesn't care if i'm with someone else anyway? I'll show her who's more popular. Then she might want to get back with me again.. i really hope so. That's probably one of the reasons why her mates hate me, because i'm not popular.


So i changed, atleast the half cast gyal was good looking. And S knew her, i could make her jealous this way.. i hated her friends too, why do they care who she's with anyway?


Hey sup!


Hi. are u still talking to that other girl?


nah, how come?


she added me and started swearing at me.


oh, 4get her anyway. she's proli just after attention.


ok. so how r u?


yh.. i'm gud, listen - i'm not m8s with her now so u dont need to worry. i hate her lol


really? u were like best m8s last time we spoke to her.


that was the past init.. thats life, u get people and u lose people..


that's true. listen, can u text this guy, tell him that i wont be linking him today? i've ran out of credits.


who is he?


just someone i know.


..i've ran out of credits, sorry. you can text people through the net. u know that right?


ok, i'll do that. thx

no worries.


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So u got any contacts man? i need someone to keep my mind busy with other things.


nah man.. listen, we'll do something over the weekend, safe? just to keep your mind busy off her.


alright, kool. thx man.


no problem.


where u wna meet up man?


we'll go with the bruvz from school init.


yehh aytt gud idea. go to theme park or sutin? lol


ok ok, if u say so.



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So anyway, i wore my best clothes.. i knew what was in now, we went there and had a fun time. My mate took some pix with his phone. We never went for no gurls or nothin, but for some reason there were some which would call out to us, but we ignored them.

There was a proper krazy one which would shout out, when we'd look.. she'd call us over.. lol krazy. Anyway we went on some rides, ate and then went back home.



That was the end of the day, i went home, and after a while went to sleep...

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remember the more u ask for.. the longer it'll take me to write more.. so the future ones might be delayed more..
 
Soo man, did u get to upload the pics from your fone?


yeah wait up, 2mins.


here, i'll send em:
File Sent 0009.jpg sent.

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thanks..

wow, that came up kool man.


yeh.. u waz with yo bling on lol.


lol joka, yeh man..


u know alot of gals would be afta ya if dey saw this pic of yourz.


lol nah alow them. anyway i'm out for abit yeah..


kool


by the way, can i ask u sumthin?


sure


has S still got u on blocked?


yeh man, i think so.


ok.. tke cre man.


you 2.


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I went out to do some shopping, and i was getting alot of attention now.. i still was on the fitrah [natural disposition] to feel abit shy and to lower my gaze.. but i was losing that gradually. I wasn't too embarrassed to look at some gyal in the face.


If someone was looking at me, i'd look back. Then i'd just look away again, pretending like i don't care..


Anyway i came back home, my mate had texted me to come online.

So much windows were flashing, they wanted to add me?

I cancelled them out for abit.


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Sup man?


lolll man, i was on this forum yeah, and i posted our pics.. and loads of galz wanted your email ad.


why did u post it there for?


peeps had created a thread on some forums about posting pics init.. so i thought i'd post ours lol.


hm.. that was stupid man. but allow it. shall i just add them gyalz? am bored anyway.


might aswell, they asked nicely lol.


alright lol. take em off b4 someone we know checks em out lol.


kk man lol.


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Do you accept this new contact?

OK.


Hey..


Hey, u alright?


yeh thanx, and u?


i'm gud, so u seen my pic now?


lol yeah, it was really nice.


lol, so whats your name?


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We'll call her A.

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i wonder who it is?​
 
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dont worry about all the new characters.. lol its gna finish soon insha Allaah :) and yeah - thats it for today.
 
salamuanlikum

Brother Fi, subhanallah this story is very gripping...but it makes me feel so empty inside. The whole story reflects our idiocy, and our stupidity. Time wasting on msn, i was exactly like that before.

and also it makes me so very sad to see the loss of the young boy, the hayaa, its a very rare thing now. May Allah swt bless our children with this quality and may it be everlasting to them. Ameen

Im trying to frantically grip back the precious quality. Hayaa. For all you young kids our there who have this quality...hang on to it with all you have..!

makes me rly sad reading the story...not sad because whats happening to the character but sad because it reflects so many of our stories/past/idiocy. Its so sad that we sink to this level that a on screen relationship consumes our daily lives. and ive been there like many of us i think and i would give the world to erase the idiocy i indulged in.

....i feel depressed noww...:(

am curious how it will end tho....insh'allah
 
so his a playa now lol..

i cant wait 2 see him become a mu'min... das when the story will be REALLY nice :)
 
sis nuj theres no need to be depressed because this wisdom Allahs bestowed upon us to see right from wrong is one of the greatest blessings ever!

Alhamdulillah, may Allah keep us on the straight up, may he make our qarin Allah and his prophet sallallahi alaihi wasallaam and all the righteous pious people Ameen
 

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