The Path that led me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

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IbnAbdulHakim said:
sis nuj theres no need to be depressed because this wisdom Allahs bestowed upon us to see right from wrong is one of the greatest blessings ever!

Alhamdulillah, may Allah keep us on the straight up, may he make our qarin Allah and his prophet sallallahi alaihi wasallaam and all the righteous pious people Ameen
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no need to be depressed???

i feel like crying my eyes out.

Its so amazing how we humans are so...idiotic. seriously just thinking of the ways of the prophets/sahabas i just feel so ashamed how we spend out lives. what little good we do we tarnish by doing a thousand bad deeds.

and we do all this blatantly. like in the story look how okay it is to chat to the girls/guys and do all the dating stuff. Alhamdullilah i never got caught up in the web...but i know its something that so common.

and i feel sad for the brothers and sisters out there that have been so easily tricked by shaitaan to indulge in this. and far worse. its is sad.

this story series thingy IS DEPRESSING. its the story of our lives tho...isnt it?
 
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sister nuj, jazaak Allaah khayr for your reply. i think by reflecting on the character.. we see that he's experiencing life outside of islaam (like the sahabah/companions and prophets did) - yet when they found islaam - they cherished it and had experienced the life outside of it.. which helped them hold onto it tighter when they recieved it.

i really don't know if this is true.. but we even see this going on in the muslim world, and it may be that out of Allaah's Eternal Wisdom, those who are sincere will turn back to Him, since Islaam isn't inherited, rather its for those who are sincere for Allaah. Whereas those who weren't sincere remain astray in their misguidance.


So now that the muslims are facing much hardship, most are turning back to Allaah and the way of life which He has sent to us, we're ready to give up our evils (whereas some of those who havn't ever experienced the life of darkness and misguidance go astray since they get attracted to it, even though its a temporary deception for them.)


So they take the steps forward to Allaah and go for it, prepared to give up everything the same way they gave up everything from their days of pre-islamic ignorance.. and now that they're stronger, they are more determined to reach Allaah in a state of submission whole-heartedly, working hard to please Him since they know that there is a greater reward in the life to come, why wouldn't they strive for it when they know that the attractions of this life are only temporary? And that there is more to this life than meets the eye.


And Allaah knows best.
 
Islam is something i cherish and i thank Allah that he out of his mercy showed me the right path.

and i still struggle. i still have days when i just want to leave my family and go somewhere remote to worship Allah alone. be a muslim. thats all. and not be involved in all these sects/divisions in the religion.

but i feel sad for my brothers and sisters. it makes me want to cry seeing them on this path. and it makes me want to cry when i reflect how mighty and great Allah is and how much injustice we do by not praising him and glorifying him as he so deserves. This is what makes me upset.

i know why u call this the heart breaking sequel....because it rly does break the heart.
 
nuj said:
no need to be depressed???

i feel like crying my eyes out.

Its so amazing how we humans are so...idiotic. seriously just thinking of the ways of the prophets/sahabas i just feel so ashamed how we spend out lives. what little good we do we tarnish by doing a thousand bad deeds.

and we do all this blatantly. like in the story look how okay it is to chat to the girls/guys and do all the dating stuff. Alhamdullilah i never got caught up in the web...but i know its something that so common.

and i feel sad for the brothers and sisters out there that have been so easily tricked by shaitaan to indulge in this. and far worse. its is sad.

this story series thingy IS DEPRESSING. its the story of our lives tho...isnt it?
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yeah wat ur saying is true, but i take this thread as more of a wake up call, as more of a reminder of the great blessings Allahs bestowed upon us. i take it as both a reminder of our past as well as a reminder of the favours.

even many sahabi ikraam radhiallahu ta'ala anhum had sinful pasts sis, may Allah forgive me for uttering such words, we all have our sinful pasts, yes its sad to see people after embracing Islam act in this manner but Allah knows best what is in the hearts, some of them at the age of 40 or 50 could turn out to do an act so great that it benefits islam so greatly by the will of Allah alone of course.

i hope you understand why i can go thru this whole thread, remember the past, regret it, yet come out smiling...

its gratitude, Alhamdullillah

Allah has saved us from the darkness

Alhamdulillah, the gratitude cant be expressed enough...
 
IbnAbdulHakim said:
yeah wat ur saying is true, but i take this thread as more of a wake up call, as more of a reminder of the great blessings Allahs bestowed upon us. i take it as both a reminder of our past as well as a reminder of the favours.

even many sahabi ikraam radhiallahu ta'ala anhum had sinful pasts sis, may Allah forgive me for uttering such words, we all have our sinful pasts, yes its sad to see people after embracing Islam act in this manner but Allah knows best what is in the hearts, some of them at the age of 40 or 50 could turn out to do an act so great that it benefits islam so greatly by the will of Allah alone of course.

i hope you understand why i can go thru this whole thread, remember the past, regret it, yet come out smiling...

its gratitude, Alhamdullillah

Allah has saved us from the darkness

Alhamdulillah, the gratitude cant be expressed enough...
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i dunno.

the story makes me feel cold and empty. i think im rly messed in the head.

i cant explain why im feeling like this. but i just feel rly empty and i feel so sad.
 
nuj said:
i dunno.

the story makes me feel cold and empty. i think im rly messed in the head.

i cant explain why im feeling like this. but i just feel rly empty and i feel so sad.
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you wanna kno the reason i feel no emptiness?

its because the emptiness was only there WHILST those phases of ignorance was still present with me.

but now that i found islam i feel gratitude, i cant explain it. i find it impossible to be empty. how cna you feel sad when Allahs guided you? shown you the truth? given you the warnings and signs and (this is the most important) given you the TAWFEEQ to avoid sins!

subhanAllah, i dont kno how you feel empty? if you was stil in that phase i would understand but subhanAllah, Allahs saved us from that, la adri i realy dnt kno why anyone would feel empty after truelly embracing islam...

are you sure your still not holding onto the past? thats probably the only reason you would feel empty. lol i kicked the past away ages ago, i jus wanna embrace Allahs will...
 
Sister nuj I perfectly understand that depressing feeling when going through this thread. It really does get to a person sometimes. But inshaAllaah we all can learn great lessons from this thread as this was the original purpose of this thread. And however sad it may be, it unfortunately is the truth.

InshaAllaah this'd be a means of deriving good from this thread and can teach us valueble lessons i.e. give Da'wah etc... So no worries inshaAllaah. :)
 
jzcasejz said:
Sister nuj I perfectly understand that depressing feeling when going through this thread. It really does get to a person sometimes. But inshaAllaah we all can learn great lessons from this thread as this was the original purpose of this thread. And however sad it may be, it unfortunately is the truth.

InshaAllaah this'd be a means of deriving good from this thread and can teach us valueble lessons i.e. give Da'wah etc... So no worries inshaAllaah. :)
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see, the story just reflects the life of our youths. and its so sad. so heartbreakingly sad that this is what matters to the youth. msn. thats what makes me want to cry.

i am greatful that i am not like that anymore but i still am capabale of feeling sadness and fear on behalf of my young brothers and sisters.

and yes there are benefits to the the story, for one who reads and understands. im just expressing my reaction s'all. not critising the thread...
 
nuj said:
and yes there are benefits to the the story, for one who reads and understands. im just expressing my reaction s'all. not critising the thread...
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Alhamdulillaah..I do realise that and honestly, I never in any way wasn't implying that you were holding criticisms against this thread - it was just a little comment from me, nothing to be aimed at anyone or anything. Sorry for the misunderstanding. :)
 
jzcasejz said:
Alhamdulillaah..I do realise that and honestly, I never in any way wasn't implying that you were holding criticisms against this thread - it was just a little comment from me, nothing to be aimed at anyone or anything. Sorry for the misunderstanding. :)
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me too, forgive me if i said anything bad inshaALlah.


BRO FI-SAB if not anyone else, i want you to kno that, this thread has benefitted me a HUGE amount, jazakAllahu khair, i appreciate it :)
 
oh my word.

why is everyone apologising for???

and brother Fi, subhanallah this thread is rly good, and insha'allah will benefit us all.
 
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alhamdulillah (the praise is for Allaah) ... i can tell you guys that yeh we should be sad.. but at the same time this sadness should help us do something positive, if it remains a state of worry and anxiety, and we don't do any action [i.e. to call people to the good] - then that isn't a good thing.


i never knew it benefitted u all that much and the praise is for Allaah due to that. i hope it continues to insha Allaah.. and i know that if people never had experienced the evil side to it, along with the good which they experienced later on - they wouldn't have known that what was done previously is evil.. why? i quoted you the verse right at the beginning of part 4:


And indeed, the devils avert them from the way [of guidance] while they think that they are [rightly] guided.

[Qur'an 43: 37]


so these people wander in the darkness thinking they're all ok, they oppose those who call them to good, and dwell in cheap enjoyments for a temporary while, but when death hits - then the reality comes to them.. but by then its too late.



i never really wanted to explain this in depth since its more of a story and i'd discuss some reflections at the end on the main character.. but u all can continue insha Allaah.


I think i already explained how we can overcome anxiety in a short post here:
http://www.islamicboard.com/693247-post48.html


And i hope u all benefited from what i said.. the next part will be posted tomorrow insha Allaah. may Allaah reward u all again for your time.
 
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Jazakalla khair bro. man must take u ages to type these stories out.
 
From: S
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Subject: Read dis plz

look, i never meant to offend u or nothing. u know we can still be m8s, unblok me man cuz i wna tel u sumthin.



I wanted to talk to her abit anyway.. i missed her, but not as much as before. I wasn't that smiley as i once was.. infact i was going the opposite way.


I unblocked her and she was on.

yeh?


nuthin.. i just wnted to chat to u lol.


oh, seen.


so what u up2?


nuthin much now, u?


lol, same here. good weather init?

yeh, iss good.


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The other gurl, A was still online.

Soo, what kinda things u in2?


Nothing much, lol.


lol k.

where u from anyway?


lol i'm from there.


oh, thats quite far away from here. like 300miles away or something lol.


lol, u ever been abroad?


yeah, we went on holidays a few years ago.


same here, we went there too.


lol just imagine we saw each other there.


lol just imagine...

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I spoke to this A girl for a while, she had never been in love with a guy before. Some of her mates would add me, telling me that she's changed.. and how she's always happy.


But that wasn't it, more people had added me too. The same ones who had seen my pix [pictures] on the forum.

They would add me, i would chat to them. I knew all the skillz now, how to play the game. How to drag someone into your territory, how to make them like you. I thought it was kool back then, but the true soulja is the one who controls himself at times of temptations and obeys Allaah expecting His reward.

This whole situation carried on for months, yet i had tried to cover up my feelings for S. I knew it wouldn't work from now, so i tried to keep myself entertained. Atleast i don't have a gyal to worry about no more. The half cast you ask? I couldn't be bothered with her, she already had a guy.

Remember the one who she wanted me to text? Yeah him.


Anyway, me and S decided to be mates afterall. So we were kinda like 'best mates' and told each other everything.. i think that's what she wanted all that time. We argued alot though, yet we spoke to each other alot and were close in lots of ways too, probably cuz of our past.


The past was over now...and now? Now we're a few months ahead.


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jus came across this now.....

will be looking forward to the nxt part inshAllah...

these things do occur........
 
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Why? It is...if its in the proper context...

LOL i meant to say...its innocent as in it can get in ur life so quikly wivout noticing....the shaytaans tool, if its not proper...
 

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