Thank you all gain for your responses... I am very suprised how many of you responded to me.
As matter of fact, many of you did not read carefully my message or may Allah forgive me, i was not enough clear.
My fiance and me are getting married soon next month. is the mariage lawful or not, i will get into it in another thread.
my situation is that my fiance is not muslima yet and i feel it is not a problem for me since i dont pray regularly... I am not practicant. Now, She is very curious, she never memorised any verset of Kuran, but one night she said some of "ayatou lkoursi". She keeps saying chahada because sometime i say it when i have a big breath. I think she doesnt know really what she is sayin. she was in my country alone and she met my parents. One day she saw my father praying and she felt very peaceful. I would like help how can Allah guide me to be a good muslim and get rid of the dependance that i have. I would like to be able to control myself and what allah wants me to do. Then, i will at least be able to answer some of my fiance's questions about Islam. Sometimes i have so much respect of my religion so i dont want give her wrong answers.I hope that i can change.I hope that was more clear than before my brothers.
May Allah protect you
Assalamou 3alaikoum
