lol I think weed has made both of us crazy, based on the questions you are asking, and the questions I ask myself. Almost like we are OCD and overthinking everything.
Brother, if you want an idea for business, ask Allah to guide you.
At first I didn't know weed was haram, but I was hooked when I started practicing, I tried to stop and did for a few months, and then for about a 2 year period, it was on and off knowing it was wrong and I just made excuse after excuse... there is no excuse, Allah has blessed you with so much, we jsut can't be ungrateful to him by smoking weed. I remember always thinking it is not a big deal, but it is a huge sin.
I basically insisted on smoking and smoking, even though I knew it was wrong, made exucse after excuse, and it has taken Allah putting me through some tough times for me to finally stop. Fear Allah and his punishment, you never know when he will decide to punish you for smoking and you don't want that.
You want to stop on your own terms, while you have everything, and for the sake of Allah to seek his pleasure, get closer to him, and gain his reward, and avoid his punishment.
Instead of relying on that stupid green stick, and escaping reality and running away from our problems, let us seek guidance and help and run to our Lord, the one who has given us everything and is the most merciful and most forgiving.