Assalamualaikum.
My Brothers and Sisters,
Maybe it's a little bit strange or giving you a "hah?" feeling. But i just wanna ask you something.
It is strange that i have something in my mind that keep talking whatever happen. For example if i want to do this, it says "Don't do it. You know that you have something to do." or if i got lost somewhere or don't know where to go, i talked to myself "Where should i go ?" and the voice says "I think that way."
You will find it as something... that,
- Gaaah, it's just a voice. Nothing special. Everyone has it.
- Don't tell a fake story please.
- You are hallucinating.
and sometimes i lose control of it like saying bad words or y'know... 'bad' things.
But sometimes it told me to "Take wudu first and then you can go to sleep" or "Hey wake up! Allah has woken you up"(in the night).
and sometimes it makes me confused in doing something. A simple thing becomes big and complicated.
Is that a sickness or gift ? Should i cure and remove it or keep it ? What should i do... ?
May Allah give us guidance in our life.
*: anyway, i always alone in my bedroom and not too much talk. I'm a quiet and calm person.
"cmiiw"
Thanks before.
Wassalamualaikum
My Brothers and Sisters,
Maybe it's a little bit strange or giving you a "hah?" feeling. But i just wanna ask you something.
It is strange that i have something in my mind that keep talking whatever happen. For example if i want to do this, it says "Don't do it. You know that you have something to do." or if i got lost somewhere or don't know where to go, i talked to myself "Where should i go ?" and the voice says "I think that way."
You will find it as something... that,
- Gaaah, it's just a voice. Nothing special. Everyone has it.
- Don't tell a fake story please.
- You are hallucinating.
and sometimes i lose control of it like saying bad words or y'know... 'bad' things.
But sometimes it told me to "Take wudu first and then you can go to sleep" or "Hey wake up! Allah has woken you up"(in the night).
and sometimes it makes me confused in doing something. A simple thing becomes big and complicated.
Is that a sickness or gift ? Should i cure and remove it or keep it ? What should i do... ?
May Allah give us guidance in our life.
*: anyway, i always alone in my bedroom and not too much talk. I'm a quiet and calm person.
"cmiiw"
Thanks before.
Wassalamualaikum