Assalamu aleikum to all of you,
I pray to Allah, the Almighty to put blessing on this thread I'm about start and I hope He can help me to overcome this difficult period that I'm now facing in the last few months.
Since I finish the uni and graduated in July I had a very bad feeling about something and I wasn't so sure what would be.Then family problems started and then the uni results come out. Which told me that I missed the upper class by 0.25%, I tried to stay steadfast but I cried a little bit and made sajda to Allah to thank Him.
However those result affected my application to my Master course to the top class university in UK. This bad feeling was still there even after the results, I spoke to my old uni, retook a coursework that I was not meant to do,spoke to the field leaders and at the end nothing changed.
Then yesterday my heart was in pain, I felt that this feeling was about to come and it was the withdrawal of my Msc (was told today by email) which completely affect my ambitions.
At the moment the situation its getting worse,I don't have good Muslim friend to seek advice from,no one calls me, all the jobs I have applied for I got rejected....I just
...I don't know, is it my fault?is it a trial? why this bad feeling was warning me about this?
I pray to Allah, the Almighty to put blessing on this thread I'm about start and I hope He can help me to overcome this difficult period that I'm now facing in the last few months.
Since I finish the uni and graduated in July I had a very bad feeling about something and I wasn't so sure what would be.Then family problems started and then the uni results come out. Which told me that I missed the upper class by 0.25%, I tried to stay steadfast but I cried a little bit and made sajda to Allah to thank Him.
However those result affected my application to my Master course to the top class university in UK. This bad feeling was still there even after the results, I spoke to my old uni, retook a coursework that I was not meant to do,spoke to the field leaders and at the end nothing changed.
Then yesterday my heart was in pain, I felt that this feeling was about to come and it was the withdrawal of my Msc (was told today by email) which completely affect my ambitions.
At the moment the situation its getting worse,I don't have good Muslim friend to seek advice from,no one calls me, all the jobs I have applied for I got rejected....I just
...I don't know, is it my fault?is it a trial? why this bad feeling was warning me about this?