wel...today is a good day my brothers and sisters.....Yesterday i found this forum and started feeling spiritual again and TODAY i feel more spiritual even though life is hard for me right now......so thanks be to Allah today is a good day.....but.......
i havent been to a mosque for a while ..i cant give a reasan..i guess i was lost spiritually....but will i be punished for not going recently ?????
or perhaps Allah in ALLah's wisdom will forgive me because i have found Allah again.......I was thinking about some of the bad experiences i have been through recently......
1.mum passed away..(may ALLAH Bless her)
2.Dad had a car crash (may ALLah bless him)
3.Brother got into trouble with the law.(may ALLAH protect him)
4.I had a kidney stome operation (Allah a sukur the pain has past)
5.My wife left me two days ago with my daughter. (may Allah bring them back to a spiritual way)
and thats all since July 2005..........so i wonder if Allah is punishing me with all these things because i wasnt a good Muslim or i hadnt found the correct path which i now believe i have found......
fearing Allah is a good thing i know...but i hope (inshallah) these bad things will now stop........inshallah..INSHALLAH........
so.am i being punished or.....what??????
peace to all of you my brothers and sisters in Islam......and hopefully i havent written anything stupid above..i am a new Muslim so bear with me......inshallah
