"Allah has set a seal upon their hearts and upon their hearing, and over their vision is a veil. And for them is a great punishment."
Al Baqarah ayah7 Sahih International translation
Beautiful as the Quran may be and complete as Islam may also be, there are some aspects of it which scared me beyond measure growing up. It was 'almost' easier not to believe and enjoy the world than it was to believe and to curtail every thought and temptations that crossed my mind and tugged at my nafs. Once given in to my nafs, it got easier slide into the 'forbidden' zone every time. Such is the pull of the world. The sight, the sounds, the smell, the feel in everything. What's not to like? Besides, I can always repent later, (if I live to repent, subconsciously pushed back to the far reaches of my mind). :embarrass
But I also saw that the truth is the truth. However I manouvre, if the intention is not right, it is not right. That's the truth. It says nothing about being easy. It can be, and I can choose to make impossible or easy. I must give credit to Hajjah Amina Hatun for writing'Lore of the Light', 3 books about the stories of the prophets. Anyone read that? It really added and tied up many loose ends and general questions about 'being' and also about 'life'. I felt lighter and had another reason to believe in the story, a simple yet grand, with infinite patience in the plot from creation to doomsday and how the 'unseen' works in subtle, infinite and definite ways. The rise and the fall and the tests for all, me included.
Still, there were many 'half' laws/facts/laws facts mixed in with tradition/or totally misinterpreted stuff that I knew of that had to be cleared up. I could let slide the minor ones but really needed to get the grips on the major ones. So I would only research for my 'own jihad', nothing to do with others. What I mean by this is that I am not going to waste my time with whether hell is fair for anyone or stuff like that. I just want to find out how am I going to ensure that I don't end up there!
Coming back to the the ayah above, if ever Allah decides to seal my heart, I AM doomed! Easiest way to be in hell! I mean, Allah sealed the Pharaoh's heart, right? He was doomed. Not fair! When Allah seals the heart, what chance does anybody have? And this was one of my major questions, and it needed an answer. I want my heart to be opened to Allah. There's only one place to look for answers. I read the Quran.
This is the answer I got. Thought I might share it with you, you and you, you and you too!
The road to the 'sealing of the heart' comes in stages. It is at the end of the road. Allah just doesn't do this overnight. Here are the stages, in my own words. (I am sure there are better references around).
Guidance
To get guidance - al Taubah 18, al A'raf 158
Follow , then get guidance - al Imran 101
Choice, Signs & Reminders
To follow or not - al Kahfi 29
When reminded, ignored - al Saffat 13 & 14
Be thankful - Hud 9 an Nisa 147
Allah or World - al Taubah
Convey/ acceptance of message - al Isra 46 al Ra'd 40
Astray
Made to go - an Nisa 88
If you go.. - an 'Am 56
People who follow Syaitan - Ibrahim 22
Keep in the path (rejection) - an Nisa 115
Sending astray - an 'Am 125
Due to lack of knowledge - an 'Am 119
People too proud to dua - Ghafir 60
Followed but stopped/Ignored Guidance
Followed but stopped - al Baqarah 27
Ignored - al Baqarah 16
Those who seek in bad times - al Zumar 8
Acceptance
Secure in Allah's plans - al A'raf 99
Tenets of Islam - al Baqarah 177 & 183
Islam in total - al Baqarah 208
No force - al Baqarah 256
Sealing of hearts
Seal heart/mind - al Baqarah 7 & al Kahfi 57
Wanting only things of this world - Hud 15 & al Isra 18
So I was reminded that even the Pharaoh was given many reminders, and even he almost succumbed to his own arrogance. But he chose not to believe. So, Allah sealed his heart. His own fault.
To end, we must remember why this can be so,
Iblis
Warning against - Iblis al A'raf 27
Iblis' oath to mislead man - al A'raf 16&17
Iblis negotiating after cast-out - al Isra 62-64
Iblis given 'time' - al Hijr 37
People who follow - Ibrahim 22
What Syaitan will do - an Nisa 114
Syaitan following up on those who reject - al A'raf 175
Apologies for not quoting the ayahs itself, but that would be too much work. Even just putting this together takes up a lot of time already :exhausted.
If there are errors do let me know, it is afterall, a far from an ullama status humble being doing his own research for answers..
May ALL our hearts remain opened to truth where ever it may be. Peace to all.
Al Baqarah ayah7 Sahih International translation
Beautiful as the Quran may be and complete as Islam may also be, there are some aspects of it which scared me beyond measure growing up. It was 'almost' easier not to believe and enjoy the world than it was to believe and to curtail every thought and temptations that crossed my mind and tugged at my nafs. Once given in to my nafs, it got easier slide into the 'forbidden' zone every time. Such is the pull of the world. The sight, the sounds, the smell, the feel in everything. What's not to like? Besides, I can always repent later, (if I live to repent, subconsciously pushed back to the far reaches of my mind). :embarrass
But I also saw that the truth is the truth. However I manouvre, if the intention is not right, it is not right. That's the truth. It says nothing about being easy. It can be, and I can choose to make impossible or easy. I must give credit to Hajjah Amina Hatun for writing'Lore of the Light', 3 books about the stories of the prophets. Anyone read that? It really added and tied up many loose ends and general questions about 'being' and also about 'life'. I felt lighter and had another reason to believe in the story, a simple yet grand, with infinite patience in the plot from creation to doomsday and how the 'unseen' works in subtle, infinite and definite ways. The rise and the fall and the tests for all, me included.
Still, there were many 'half' laws/facts/laws facts mixed in with tradition/or totally misinterpreted stuff that I knew of that had to be cleared up. I could let slide the minor ones but really needed to get the grips on the major ones. So I would only research for my 'own jihad', nothing to do with others. What I mean by this is that I am not going to waste my time with whether hell is fair for anyone or stuff like that. I just want to find out how am I going to ensure that I don't end up there!
Coming back to the the ayah above, if ever Allah decides to seal my heart, I AM doomed! Easiest way to be in hell! I mean, Allah sealed the Pharaoh's heart, right? He was doomed. Not fair! When Allah seals the heart, what chance does anybody have? And this was one of my major questions, and it needed an answer. I want my heart to be opened to Allah. There's only one place to look for answers. I read the Quran.
This is the answer I got. Thought I might share it with you, you and you, you and you too!
The road to the 'sealing of the heart' comes in stages. It is at the end of the road. Allah just doesn't do this overnight. Here are the stages, in my own words. (I am sure there are better references around).
Guidance
To get guidance - al Taubah 18, al A'raf 158
Follow , then get guidance - al Imran 101
Choice, Signs & Reminders
To follow or not - al Kahfi 29
When reminded, ignored - al Saffat 13 & 14
Be thankful - Hud 9 an Nisa 147
Allah or World - al Taubah
Convey/ acceptance of message - al Isra 46 al Ra'd 40
Astray
Made to go - an Nisa 88
If you go.. - an 'Am 56
People who follow Syaitan - Ibrahim 22
Keep in the path (rejection) - an Nisa 115
Sending astray - an 'Am 125
Due to lack of knowledge - an 'Am 119
People too proud to dua - Ghafir 60
Followed but stopped/Ignored Guidance
Followed but stopped - al Baqarah 27
Ignored - al Baqarah 16
Those who seek in bad times - al Zumar 8
Acceptance
Secure in Allah's plans - al A'raf 99
Tenets of Islam - al Baqarah 177 & 183
Islam in total - al Baqarah 208
No force - al Baqarah 256
Sealing of hearts
Seal heart/mind - al Baqarah 7 & al Kahfi 57
Wanting only things of this world - Hud 15 & al Isra 18
So I was reminded that even the Pharaoh was given many reminders, and even he almost succumbed to his own arrogance. But he chose not to believe. So, Allah sealed his heart. His own fault.
To end, we must remember why this can be so,
Iblis
Warning against - Iblis al A'raf 27
Iblis' oath to mislead man - al A'raf 16&17
Iblis negotiating after cast-out - al Isra 62-64
Iblis given 'time' - al Hijr 37
People who follow - Ibrahim 22
What Syaitan will do - an Nisa 114
Syaitan following up on those who reject - al A'raf 175
Apologies for not quoting the ayahs itself, but that would be too much work. Even just putting this together takes up a lot of time already :exhausted.
If there are errors do let me know, it is afterall, a far from an ullama status humble being doing his own research for answers..
May ALL our hearts remain opened to truth where ever it may be. Peace to all.
