I am a businessman. This is my job. Yes, working does not always mean work in someone else's company. If you have your own business, you are working.
I started my business when I was young, but then I made mistake which made me fall into bankruptcy. I lost my business. But I didn't want to surrender. I tried to rise again through working as freelance salesman. I traveled around the city on my old motorcycle to find a customer. The income that I got?. Very low, only enough to cover my operational expense. It made some people around me wonder, and sarcastically they told me "rather than work but get nothing, it's better you stay at home!".
Then did I stay at home?. No!. This is not my way. Beside seek an income I have other motivation to work, to fulfill my duty as a man. That's why I choose to still work. Alhamdulillah, later I could establish my own business and now I can fulfill my family needs.
My brother, if you feel your condition makes you hard to work as full time employee in someone's else company, you can create your own job although it's just part time job. You can make handicraft and try to sell it to people, you can offer your will to wash other people cars. For this time you don't need to think about income. It's okay if you just get free lunch, as long as you have activity of working.
Working, bro, working. You are a man. Working is not just a duty for a man, but working is the honor of a man.
