DataPacRat
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This thread ballooned a bit faster than I was expecting; I'll try to take the posts one-by-one.
Thank you.
Let's just say that, usually, mass media portrayals of atheists are about as accurate as their portrayals of Muslims.
Some of your questions are about 'have I ever' felt this or that. In order to honestly and accurately answer them, it will help to describe my past beliefs, which, now that I think of it, fell into three major stages. Firstly, I grew up in a generally Christian society, and in my childhood, I accepted Christianity without question - after all, the grownups had to know what they were talking about, right? I was so uncritical that I even accepted Jack Chick tracts as being genuine. Secondly, from my adolescence, maybe around 1990 or so, until around 2006, I was still uncritical, but accepted a wider range of things as being possible - after all, since I couldn't completely disprove astrology having /some/ effect, then I might as well act as if it /did/ have some effect, right? And, thirdly, sometime around 2006, I encountered the online skeptical community, and really began working on my critical thinking skills, learning more about logical fallacies, how to recognize them, and a bunch of other rationalist techniques that aren't directly relevant here. It was at this point that I changed from an 'agnostic gnostic', a believer in anything, to a full-fledged atheist.
So, when I answer your 'have you ever' questions, my response will try to cover all three stages of my theological development.
I do not recall having ever felt totally helpless.
When I was a child, I believed what I was told, that God existed. When I was a young man, I didn't know for sure, but acted as if He was certainly a possibility, but didn't feel 'compelled'. Since '06, I have come to the conclusion that it's highly unlikely for the God of Abraham to exist as described.
These three questions seem to be the same idea expressed different ways; I hope you don't mind if I treat them as one.
I marvel at the universe all the time; I even have my desktop background picture to automatically change to the Astronomy Picture of the Day. I've watched science programs on TV since before I remember, read books describing the wonders of the universe, and regularly go on hikes to help me better appreciate nature. I even wonder at the fact that I /can/ wonder
, and am keenly interested in theories of the mind; Douglas Hofstadter and Elizer Yudkowsky have some very interesting thoughts on that topic.
As for the universe being 'perfect', I like Douglas Adams' quote: "Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, 'This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn't it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!'"
As a child, I believed what I was told, and so I prayed, went to Sunday school, and so on, but don't recall having ever actually 'felt' anything particularly religious. As a young man, I tried looking into a variety of faiths and traditions, trying to see if any seemed better than any others, but again, didn't actually feel anything in particular. And, as you can probably guess, since becoming an atheist, I haven't had any religious experiences.
It's possible that if most people have a 'faith circuit', so to speak, in their brain, which gives them the capacity to feel God's presence, that I lack such neural wiring. Goodness knows my thought processes are different from the norm in a variety of ways, and that might be another of them. Put bluntly, no, I've never felt God's presence.
And thank you for the chance to answer them. If you feel that I haven't answered an aspect of any of them you want to know more about, feel free to say so, and I'll try to write a better response.
Hello and welcome to the board,
Thank you.
I remember watching a movie where an atheist women yelled, "O God!" when she thought she was going to die in a crash. I always wondered about that.
Let's just say that, usually, mass media portrayals of atheists are about as accurate as their portrayals of Muslims.
Some of your questions are about 'have I ever' felt this or that. In order to honestly and accurately answer them, it will help to describe my past beliefs, which, now that I think of it, fell into three major stages. Firstly, I grew up in a generally Christian society, and in my childhood, I accepted Christianity without question - after all, the grownups had to know what they were talking about, right? I was so uncritical that I even accepted Jack Chick tracts as being genuine. Secondly, from my adolescence, maybe around 1990 or so, until around 2006, I was still uncritical, but accepted a wider range of things as being possible - after all, since I couldn't completely disprove astrology having /some/ effect, then I might as well act as if it /did/ have some effect, right? And, thirdly, sometime around 2006, I encountered the online skeptical community, and really began working on my critical thinking skills, learning more about logical fallacies, how to recognize them, and a bunch of other rationalist techniques that aren't directly relevant here. It was at this point that I changed from an 'agnostic gnostic', a believer in anything, to a full-fledged atheist.
So, when I answer your 'have you ever' questions, my response will try to cover all three stages of my theological development.
So my questions would be:
1. Have you ever been in a situation where you've been totally helpless, knowing no one can help you and you wondered about God, or felt compelled to believe that there is a Higher Being who has the power to save you?
I do not recall having ever felt totally helpless.
When I was a child, I believed what I was told, that God existed. When I was a young man, I didn't know for sure, but acted as if He was certainly a possibility, but didn't feel 'compelled'. Since '06, I have come to the conclusion that it's highly unlikely for the God of Abraham to exist as described.
2. Have you ever marvelled at the Creation and thought how could all this have created itself so perfectly?
3. Have you ever stretched your hands in front of you, wiggled your fingers and marvelled at the way you can make them move just by thinking about it and thought about the science behind it and the perfect harmony of every part that makes you and the entire Universe?
4. Again, have you ever looked at telescopes, camera lens accepting they are objects we can see with, and then marvelled at how the numerous independent processes working together to enable that lump of gooey flesh in your head to see?
These three questions seem to be the same idea expressed different ways; I hope you don't mind if I treat them as one.
I marvel at the universe all the time; I even have my desktop background picture to automatically change to the Astronomy Picture of the Day. I've watched science programs on TV since before I remember, read books describing the wonders of the universe, and regularly go on hikes to help me better appreciate nature. I even wonder at the fact that I /can/ wonder

As for the universe being 'perfect', I like Douglas Adams' quote: "Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, 'This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn't it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!'"
5. Have you ever felt anything at all, in any way, that made you feel there is a God - but then, like the woman in the movie I might add, you continued to disbelieve?
As a child, I believed what I was told, and so I prayed, went to Sunday school, and so on, but don't recall having ever actually 'felt' anything particularly religious. As a young man, I tried looking into a variety of faiths and traditions, trying to see if any seemed better than any others, but again, didn't actually feel anything in particular. And, as you can probably guess, since becoming an atheist, I haven't had any religious experiences.
It's possible that if most people have a 'faith circuit', so to speak, in their brain, which gives them the capacity to feel God's presence, that I lack such neural wiring. Goodness knows my thought processes are different from the norm in a variety of ways, and that might be another of them. Put bluntly, no, I've never felt God's presence.
Thank you, for the opportunity to ask these questions Datapacrat.
And thank you for the chance to answer them. If you feel that I haven't answered an aspect of any of them you want to know more about, feel free to say so, and I'll try to write a better response.