BTW, I don't hate Islam any more that you do Christianity
Saying that I hate Christianity takes it too far. I don't hate the religion at all but I do believe what it transformed into is a major sin. To associate a partner with Allah swt is something that I simply no longer accept as the truth or as pure monotheism. If it wasn't for Christianity, however, I wouldn't have had any semblance of an idea about God when I was growing up. Christianity in its original form is Islam and when I went on a quest for the truth this is what Allah, Al Qadir (The All powerful), gave to me though you might disagree with us on that. Christianity as the religion that it is today has nothing to offer me.
You believe after we die that the day of judgement will be something set up in a court room where Christians will be pardoned for believing a Middle Eastern man was tortured on a cross and died for our sins, and because of that belief, you will be forgiven regardless of anything that you did in this life, whereas, us Muslims see it more as something like this.
O Allah have mercy on our souls and fill our hearts and minds with Your continuous love and remembrance. May He, As-Salam, forgive us of our sins, increase our faith and multiply the good that we do in this life so we may have the very best in the hereafter. Ameeeen

The heart that witnesses the King can never worship the servant. La ilaha illa Allah.
I didn't think the verse was about me. I was trying to look at the verse in a hopeful way but that was destroyed by certain comments.
I was merely pointing out something that I observed from your behavior on this forum. If your hope was destroyed by my words then I sincerely encourage you to take a deeper look into your sincerity. You come onto this message board claiming to want to know the truth about Islam but you visit websites that are against religion all together and come to us with false claims about Islam and instead of listening to the Islamic perspective, you block it out and say "Well the Bible says this." This is an Islamic forum. We don't go by the Bible over here.
If you sincerely have questions about Islam, ask them, get your answers, and ask more instead of running to your friend Google and bringing up more false claims about the religion while ignoring the truth that we give to you. All you've been doing is sucking onto lies here and there about Islam while discounting the answers that we give to you. I'm sorry if our answers haven't been good enough for you but we are trying to answer them. I do care. I do want you to know the truth about Islam because you are my brother in humanity and I want the best for you. But then you make sly and patronizing comments and laugh out loud at other members here but when someone does it to you, you run into your shell and claim that some of us is judging you or treating you unfairly. Don't start none, won't be none.
I said this to a dear friend of mine a while ago but if you have ever put all of your expectations in humans then know that they will break your heart and you will be disappointed. If you put your expectations in Allah (swt) alone, He will never let you go.
People keep on trying to tear down this deen but the more they do it the more it grows and grows. You can choose not to accept it but you cannot deny the fact that this way of life is under attack. So in order to get alleviate their fears they want to make Islam about them. "Fear Islam because their Book says to kill all of us so we have to eradicate them." Lie. "Fear Islam because their book says to cover up their women so we can't look at them and subject them to our desires. Look, they're oppressed." Islam does not oppress women. "Fear Islam because their banking system won't allow us to make money off of interest." It's robbery. "Fear Islam because [insert excuse here]".
It's getting old and you're getting swept up in the propaganda. Stop allowing yourself to be tricked. Now if you're coming to this forum with the intention of actually becoming a Muslim then you're going to have to re-evaluate your sincerity here and open up your eyes.
You keep saying you're fighting the devil (audhu billahi min ash shaytan ir rajeem) , but have you ever fought yourself? You keep reading all of these posts on these anti-Islamic websites but have you ever read yourself? Maybe your biggest enemy is you right now? Are you here for the right reasons? Where is your heart?
Allah (swt) is closer to you, His servant, than the veins in your neck. This life is scary. It is going to make us cry. It is going to hurt us. And to get away from it we will flee to falsehood and our desires for temporary protection from the evil within it because for so long it was all many of us knew. It's all that seemed real. But know that Allah is our greatest Protector. He is the Loving One. He is the Reality. He is the Source of Peace.
I pray that Allah becomes the vision in your eyes, the comfort of your struggles, the light in your life, the refresher of your soul and the builder of your eternal home.
What is the life of this world but play and amusement? But best is the home in the hereafter, for those who are righteous. Will ye not then understand? (32) [Al An'am:32]