imsadi dont know if that's the right place to write my story but i have to let someone know and get some advise i'm feeling that my heart is broken and my life is finishing.
after a big love between me and my husband we are apart ( see thread mariage crisis seeking urgent help). i got the ticket to go overseas last sunday my dad stopped me took my passport and didnt let me go to my husband. My husband changed a lot with me since that day he doesnt let me talk he's critisising me about everything i dont feel like we one like before it's the first time we feel we apart. he went and he changed all his internet password that i use to know and he done a facebook he add a lot of girls in there its like his trying to make me jealous. Everytime i tell him i'm coming wait for me he just tell me you choosed your dad stay there i dont want you anymore. i tried not to talk to him for these days and i thought i just change the ticket date and try to go but now it's come to the point where i am missing him so much, and i realize now how much he meant to me, i've lost my husband, my soulmate , someone whouse to be on my side giving me hope whenever i was feeling down, somebody who cared for me so much and i couldn't see it nor be grateful of it. i dont know what to do now should i just go to him nock his door and tell him i'm your wife i'm here for you do with me what you want or just be depressed and wait for my divorce paper to arrive at anytime.
please advice me. But i feel so bad.I feel guilty for not standing by him for the first time . I wish he would just talk to me again like before, at least give me chance to be with him and try to stand by him this time. I don't know how i'll move without him i probably die i already lost 12 kilos in 2 weeks Please pray for us.
Ameen. Sis Allah helps you, some have their duas answered quicker than others but Allah DOES eventually listen.......... Ameen.
