For me, I am very interested in the earliest Christian movement (after Jesus ascended to Heaven but before Paul comes on the scene). I'm moving in the direction of the view that says Jesus did not teach Justification by Faith...
....If one reads the story of Zacchaeus the tax collector in Luke 19 (a wonderful story!) Jesus says to him that 'Today salvation has come to his house' because Zacchaeus gives half of his possesions to the poor. Again, very unPauline!
What do you think?
Paul
Peace Paul:
Yes, Paul, I agree with 100%! The teachings of Jesus, pbuh, and His disciples were quite different from Pauline doctrine.
I was just skimming through this thread actually, but noticed you mentioning your confusion. I had the same feeling when I was a Christian and searching for the truth. It's tough. But, you know, I started in about the same place you are now....early Christianity. In time I was able to clear my head of what I had been taught and read and studied with an open mind. I questioned EVERYTHING in both Christianity and Islam. Through common sense and logic I moved closer towards Islam. God says in the bible He is not the author of confusion....yet the more I studied the more I was confused. For me, the thought that my salvation was based on my acceptance of the trinity was more than scarey. My salvation was based on something that no one has ever been able to explain. :? Seems a little unfair, and as we all know, God is the most just.
I didn't just read the Qur'an and embrace Islam either. I would read, argue, search, ask questions....just as I did with the Bible. The difference for me was the logic found in the Qur'an. Because I don't read Arabic it was necessary for me to read the translations and meanings of the Holy Qur'an in english, which also meant it was necessary to ask for clarification of surahs from native arab speakers. I would ask 5 or 6 people....not just one.
After 3 years of this, for me, I could no longer deny the truth of Islam, Alhamdulillah. We all have to search in a way that is best for us as individuals. For me, it was the use of logic. (I'm a stickler for things being logical lol). In the end, Allah, swt, guides who He wills. But, for sure guidance won't just fall in your lap.

Waiting for the right moment won't work. He will guide, but it's up to you to follow. You've been guided here so far, but it's your choice to follow and continue your search.
May Allah, swt, continue to guide you and bring you closer to the truth. Ameen
Peace,
Hana