The Path that led me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

what would u do if i i died?

i don't know..

i dont either..

lol. that part was funny.

Man this story is aDDictive. Jazakaala khair bro for posting this up.

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lol. that part was funny.

Man this story is aDDictive. Jazakaala khair bro for posting this up.

For me this question is related to feelings of love: how affected be the other one in the day when will remain alone.

The story is going addictivising (is there such a word?!) - keep it up akhee

The holiday wasn't really a holiday.. i'd just reflect on the memories and not go to sleep.. i couldn't.

Why did she say what she said? why was she so desperate to make me jealous? Why was she so in need of ending it?


I couldn't really talk it over with no-one, it was just family there.


Some people actually say that being in love is better than sleep, because your reality seems better than your dreams.

But being in love while the person isn't there, that's worse than a nightmare because you're in the real thing, and you can't snap out of it.



The days dragged on, and i got ill there. It was really hot, and i felt like nothing. I dragged myself everytime we went out, and when we would be out i would feel drowsy. I almost fell is if i would puke, whenever i ate anything. It was so weird...

I wonder what she's doing right now, so much questions came in my head, but they were unanswered for so long.


It was a few hours ahead of UK time, so i'd be awake while they'd be asleep. And i'd still be awake in middle of the night.

Everyone knew i was sad, extremely. But they'd get angry, why don't you eat? Why don't you drink anything? I couldn't, because i never had an appetite.


I would try to cover up my sadness with anger, i never wanted to talk to anyone. If they spoke to me, i'd just shout or ignore them. I tried to read books to clear my mind, i'd just be staring at the text but i never knew what i read just a second ago.. i couldn't forget her.



3weeks were nearly ending.. i was getting closer, yet it was so far still..

We started shopping, i got myself some games for the PS2 to keep me occuppied. I even got some new clothes, maybe if we ever met again - i could wear these? I knew what was in now, and i really wanted to look good for her.

I couldn't wait to get back home, but atleast it was coming closer. i really felt like texting her, but i couldn't, because if she replied - my dad would have the phone. So i'd remain patient..



4weeks were over.

It was time to go back home!


We were packing it up, and the car was waiting on ground floor.

I rushed and sat in the car.


It was night time again, the car drove past, the street lamps flashed and sparked in my eyes. I couldn't wait.



We drew nearer to the airport, put our bags in the aeroplane, and flew back home.




woooooooooooooooooossshhhhhhh.. lol i was well happy! (u can stop laughing now)

yeah can see the bro's character changing now, at first he wasn't interested in girls at all, shy brother. now all he does is think about this silly girl that he hardly even knows. Hope the bro wakes up and realizes he's sinning.

shaytans greatest trick, lead man to sin without him even knowing, he's sinning.

When we landed, the first thing i did was switch on my phone!


< New message >



Gues who it was from!


Yep, it was.

Hey, reli misd u since u been gone. i thought you'd be back by now..

I couldn't stop smiling lol.


We went back home, and everyone rested. It was a loong trip.



Guess what i did.. lol.

Heyyy!!


hiyaa!!


lol long time no c.


yeh i know.. i misd ya man.


misd u2.

i waz thinkin bout u all the time there.. lol


aw thx.



lol they were about to stop us at the airport..


yeh they do that alot these days.


erm.. so what els, anything new? u never deleted my number afterall lol.


yeh.. lol.


lol thx. soo wats new?


yeah.. i got a new guy now.


oh, ok..


yup, his names:


o lol.. its funi cuz when i was there in the airport, there was this gyal who kept staring at me.. lol weird..


oh.. kool, ur gettin popular now too eh?


maybe.. i dont really care tho.


yeh right, u joka lol. u got alot of gyalz after u now.


S, u know i dont care about them..


what?


stop faking it.. i've always wanted u.. i'v told u that over and over again.



i got a guy.. lol stop being krazy, idiot..



ok..

*NEW WINDOW flashed open*


wasup bro.


i'm k man.. jus came bak from holiday init. anytin new?


how was it?


yeh it was alright..


listen, u knw S, is she really telling the truth?


about what?


that she's got a guy?


she broke up with him a few days ago..


who told u?


i got a mate init, he knows alot of the things that go on.


thanks, do you know how?


yeh, not proper clear but some people say that he cheated on her.


oh, ok. i wonder why she's still saying that she does..


i dno man.. i jus heard it and told u wa i know.


seen, i get u man. thx


no worries.

It just keep getting better.

Woah........girls can be b....... sometimes. 1st she goes out wiv a guy then she lies n says i'm stil wiv him!!!!

its not that clear.. yet at the same time it doesn't reali make a difference.. buh iss suppose2 be that shes with another another guy, not the first guy (she tried to make him jealous with) if u get me..


anyway things wil get cleared out with time.. or maybe not. But that's the plot.


ps: the next chapta will clarify loads of things.. insha Allaah.

hmmm...keep up the good work..your good at this marshallah!!!

this one might be the last one for today.. but yeah.. it clarifies alot of things u never understood before insha Allaah.