My concern is that if you truly did this completely, you would be subduing your own moral senses of empathy and fairness
and replacing them with obedience.
Hello Pygoscelis,
(smile) This innate moral sense you speak about is what Muslims call our
fitrah. This is a moral compass that God has endowed us with. And it is one of the elements that we use when trying to understand God's Will.
It then would become only a matter of what you are convinced Allah wants of you. This would make the words of the prophets, the people who transcribed them, and the scholars that help interpret them for you, potentially very dangerous.
Yes, this is a problem. Indeed, there are definitely people who try to usurp God's authority and try to bend others to
their will. In order to try to address these problems, Muslims have tried very hard to preserve as accurately as possible the Prophet Mohammed's (God's Peace and Blessings upon him) words and actions. This is where the hadith sciences come in. There really has been a lot of work to try to ascertain which sayings are reliable, and to what degree.
This is also why many Muslims feel wary about who is telling them what. Rather like looking at the credentials of a surgeon who will operate on you, people wonder at the reliability of the scholar. Who is he/she? Where did they study? With whom? What did they study?
And here I have a little disagreement with some posters. I do not believe that
anyone knows
all God's Will for sure. Even the most learned of scholars is a human being, and therefore fallible. Yes, there are some points of consensus. But there are also points of controversy. And frankly, when you are living your day-to-day life, you can't always check everything with a scholar. Indeed, you rarely can. (mildly) So you do your best. You try to educate yourself, through reading the Qur'an, ahadith, scholarly works. You listen to your inner compass. You seek clarifications from others. You think.
You struggle to understand God's Will.
(smile) And this is what life is about: trying to understand God's Will, and then doing what is Pleasing to him. (mildly) And yes, you will face hardship. You will suffer. But this suffering is not senseless. It is what can help the seed that you are, grow. This is how you can grow closer to God: by growing in those Qualities that are His. (smile) And yes, He is Good. And Kind. And Compassionate. (smile) As well as Just, Strong, Self-Reliant, Firm... all the Beautiful Qualities belong to God.
(smile) You know, my own life has not been an easy one. But it has been a very rich one, I think. (smile) I know you think that suffering is bad, but I do not. I can't say that I would wish my life on anyone, and yet, I am grateful to God that He Has Gifted me with my life. It has taught me many things, I think. And I feel as if my life has had some meaning, some use. (smile) Of course, I can never learn everything. Nor can I come anywhere near attaining God's Qualities. But when you love someone... do you not want to be more like them? Do you not wish to get closer to them? Would you not be happy for an opportunity to do this? Even if it was difficult?
You personally appear to have concluded that Allah wants you to be kind, sweet, and caring, which is a relief. But it is very clear that other Muslims have reached a far more aggressive, hateful, and violent conclusion. Having buried their own evolved moral sense under complete submission to what they believe is Allah and what he wants, they would be unreachable by empathy, and left as monsters without much hope. A soldier of Daesh could be sawing off the head of a captured medical relief worker, and fighting hard not to let themselves feel bad about it, because they must submit to Allah and they read that Allah demands they kill unbelievers wherever they find them.
Mmm... from what I have read, soldiers working with Daesh are human beings like everyone else. Some truly
are heartless, and use any pretext to do acts that are far from God's Beautiful Will. But others join because they want to put food on the table. Or because they mistakenly thought that Daesh was a good organization... only to discover that it was not at all what they thought. And when people with hearts see the corruption and the cruelty, they may go along with things because they are afraid. Or confused (and yes, God's authority is usurped to create this confusion, by people who want to bend others to their wills). Or they try to convince themselves that it's ok to do something, because it benefits them in some way. Or...
(gently) It is not
God who is inspiring these terrible acts. This is human weakness and Satanic whisperings. And you will find these sorts of horrors being done by peoples of all ideological stripes. Yes, atheists, too. This is the dark side of humanity that the angels perceived.
And if you were truly and completely submitted to Allah yourself, then they would only need to convince you that you overlooked, misread or misunderstood something in the holy text or a hadith, to change you into one of them.
(smile) This sounds like I could be the Incredible Hulk or some such!
(seriously) You say "they". But do you not realize that I have
agency? God has endowed me with reason, with a moral compass, with a Guidebook... and with the power to chose my actions.
Only I am responsible for my acts. Of course, others may try to convince me of their interpretations, but at the end of The Day, I will stand before God and be accountable for what
I chose to do. I
cannot get out of anything by saying "Oh! So-and-so told me that this is what I must do. I just followed so-and-so."
Your submission to Allah, and following his orders, as you see them, instead of your own moral sense, would also mean that your acts of kindness are done out of obedience, and not because you are a genuinely kind and caring person, and I find that hard to believe in your case.
(smile) My inner compass comes from God. It is part of my toolkit. It helps me understand His Will. If I do not do what is Pleasing to Him (if I do not struggle to surrender my destructive desires for what is actually better for me), then my compass will warn me (if I am paying attention to it). (gently) Obeying God
leads to kindness and caring. There is no contradiction between obeying God and being a genuinely kind person (twinkle. Though I'm not always kind, you know!).
May God Bless you, Pygoscelis.