Losin/No faith???

[truemuslim]

I know
i correct others and don't correct myself. i hate that about me
u kno that peom I wrote that goes "i jump to conclusions yet forget my own end, i correct others yet forget myself..." and waaay longer tho but sitll the whole point is that i have to correct me first and im writing that poem for other people yet i cant correct me either...ok its really confusing...se the PEOM I wrote is telling not to correct others first and act like i dont need to correct nothing bout me...but the REAL me still needs my own advice!!!

gaah! I **** myself off!!

astaghfirallah

its not easy
its not hard either

...

u kno wut ima say...

 

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:salamext:

It's not easy sis, I know. I guess u just gotta keep trying? Fighting shaytaan till our last breath sis... that's all I can say - And i KNOW its NOT easy.

[i just repeated myself 2wice lol] o wel

 

[IbnAbdulHakim]

music grows hypocrisy in the heart....

 

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:salamext:

^Yeh... hard to give up though once ur in the habit...

 

[truemuslim]

I hate outlandish
they stupid influences wit great lyrics!!

and now they got me backbiting too!!!!
i was on one sin...and now two!!!

*sigh*


can i give up?


I GIVE UPPPP!!!!

 

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:salamext:

Breathe IN....OUT...AND REPEAT!

As long as u try ur best its fine.

 

[truemuslim]

I AM BREATHING!
im jus mad
too many things in life
youtube is in my way
poeple in youtube are in my way
music is in my way
and getting faith is the result!


I been tryn my best for 5 monthes...whats changed?
MORE MUSIC
MORE RIHANNA
MORE OUTLANDISH
MORE NATIVE DEEN
MORE LIL WAYNE
MORE ALL THAT
nothin less...jus more

 

[truemuslim]

As long as u try ur best its fine.

oh i forgot

my bad


My best wont work
my best wont work
my best never works
no faith
ther i repeated


seriously why isnt ther a give up choice this is too much i cant take it anymore......

wait ther is a give up choice but the angel of death is freakin takin to looong!!!

 

[Nσσя'υℓ Jαииαн]

Well I'm out of ideas lol. Just try to stick to the advice we all gave, InshaAllah. And like sister Brok3n said, keep trying! InshaAllah.

 

[IbnAbdulHakim]

sis it could be your environment.

like you find no support around you, why dont you try findin pious people? dat might help?

 

[Nσσя'υℓ Jαииαн]

Oh yea, u said u cant tell your family. why cant u tell them? if u can talk to anyone, itll be them InshaAllah. discuss it with your family.

 

[Güven]

sis it could be your environment.

like you find no support around you, why dont you try findin pious people? dat might help?

That's a good advice you gave, It could be the environment indeed.
my environment is also bad, I am the only one practising here Lol, mybe they are but I didn't find them yet, It is very difficult indeed without support, But we must be Strong Inshallah.

 

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sis it could be your environment.

like you find no support around you, why dont you try findin pious people? dat might help?

:salamext:

Yeh, religious people perhaps? Go to the mosque and find some practising sisters inshaaAllaah?

 

[Amat Allah]

my dear you are much stronger than giving up ....

believe me you can do it, I strongly believe in your ability realy...

trust your self and push your self out off all this mess ...

you can do it ,I am sure you can inshaa Allah my beloved sister...

may Allah guide you to the right path and protect you from any harm ameeeeeeeeeen

 

[rose_petal]

salaams,

ders loads of gd advice above. environment & people around u is so important. mayb u can replace music with nasheeds, wt bt figuring out wt makes u lisen to music like is it boredom or coz cd's r jus ther. u can get rid of anytin dat lets u lisen to music?

 

[Amat Allah]

That is right

 

[Souljette]

sis think abt this ok..so mannyyy sisters have taken the time to give you advice and they don't want anything bak except that you get what your looking for which is quittin wht is wrong...We all are behind you but we don't want to be let down in the end..inshallah sis you will make it through this and we'll help you out but plz atleast try for Allah and plz don't let our advices go in vain..we luv you sis and we want to help you.inshallah it's nt us who has to change it's you who has to deal wit what we give you and do wht u hv to do

 

[Nσσя'υℓ Jαииαн]

^^InshaAllah, try hard and hard sis Allah Ta'ala is with ya

 

[Eric H]

Greetings and peace be with you Amat Allah

my dear you are much stronger than giving up ....

believe me you can do it, I strongly believe in your ability realy...

trust your self and push your self out off all this mess ...

you can do it ,I am sure you can inshaa Allah my beloved sister...

may Allah guide you to the right path and protect you from any harm ameeeeeeeeeen

I just want to add a big ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen to all the above

In the spirit of trusting in God,

Eric

 

[truemuslim]

sis it could be your environment.

like you find no support around you, why dont you try findin pious people? dat might help?

Ok my environment is all twisted. i kno. but what can i do??? the so called religious people go dating, drinking, and flirting...thats only wut i kno... and the unreligious people...+o(

Oh yea, u said u cant tell your family. why cant u tell them? if u can talk to anyone, itll be them InshaAllah. discuss it with your family.

Nooooo
u guys are my family

:salamext:

Yeh, religious people perhaps? Go to the mosque and find some practising sisters inshaaAllaah?

Ther are NO practising sisters. mayb like three total in the entire masjid but they too are no better than me.

my dear you are much stronger than giving up ....

believe me you can do it, I strongly believe in your ability realy...

trust your self and push your self out off all this mess ...

you can do it ,I am sure you can inshaa Allah my beloved sister...

may Allah guide you to the right path and protect you from any harm ameeeeeeeeeen

Jazakallah khair
may allah help u and ur family and grant u all jannah inshallah sis
(and evryone else )

sis think abt this ok..so mannyyy sisters have taken the time to give you advice and they don't want anything bak except that you get what your looking for which is quittin wht is wrong...We all are behind you but we don't want to be let down in the end..inshallah sis you will make it through this and we'll help you out but plz atleast try for Allah and plz don't let our advices go in vain..we luv you sis and we want to help you.inshallah it's nt us who has to change it's you who has to deal wit what we give you and do wht u hv to do

U dunt hav to be wit me. juss make som dua
i dunt need all this advice coz my advice i get only goes to other people and that goes to others and others and so on and so it never lands anywhere...sorry


btw
wut do two of me equal? by two of me i mean me and someone wit the same type of horrible faith and shame.?

Jazakallah khair