Do you think I will get bad luck or be punished if I don't pray at work, and only pray when i'm at home? Or do you think Allah (swt) will still be pleased with me for praying???
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In a hadith qudsi, Allah tells us
I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I make mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assembly even better than that one. And if he takes one step towards me, I take ten steps towards him. And if he comes walking to Me, I go running towards him.
And:
God the Almighty has said, "O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me and ask of Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky and were you to ask forgiveness of Me, I would forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth and were you to face Me, ascribing no partner to Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great as it."
Forty Hadith of an-Nawawi 42
I know what you mean, I'd never even heard of Ahmedies until I met him. I also have nothing against ahmedies, but my parents and friends would hate him.
I know it's for the best but I find it hard sometimes, when I break down and cry so much. I miss him alot sumtimes, it really hurts that he stopped caring and just left me like that.
I know....
1. Believe me sis, what you did is the best thing that have done in your life, and its a brave move and its a prove of your iman to Allah azza wa jalla. Cause one sign of muslim is they hate kafereen and they love Muslims like they love them self.
2. Your suffers is one sign that you never pay attention to your deen. I understand your feeling very well, but IF you are close to Allah and understand Islam well, Im sure your attention to Islam will make you easier to forget him. Especially when he is ahmedi and kafeer.
3. About kafeer or not, actually we cant say All ahmedi is kafeer mutlaq, cause some of them maybe never accept explanation about what is ahmedy really is, cause they accept to be ahmedy since they were kids.
4. Learn about Islam, learn about tauhid and sunnah, and try to remember Qur'an and make it as your melody replace the music. Cause music is haram according hadith Rasulullah. And it can bring munafiq to your soul, and theres hadith that said music lovers will be raised in yaumuol akhir as animal look. And music lovers have no capabilities to say kalimah tauhid (laa illaha ilallah) in the end of their life, when they have sakaratul maut.
5. Listening to the music will bring back your memories which full with sins, and I ever heard because of music, someone killed them self. Cause it bring back the bad memories. I have been there before so I know, Allahu a'lam.
6. Rasulullah said: "If someone leave something because of Allah, surely Allah will give him something which is more better". So BESURE to Allah and FORGET him, insha Allah Allah will give you a man who is much more better than him.
7. Taubat to Allah and dont do taht again. Its haram to have relationship to man excvept if you wanna nikah him not very long. And if you wanna meet a man you must have your mahram with you. Dont do it again sis, and do taubah nashuha. Innallaha ghofurur rahim.
